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how could you

17:02 Jun 18 2007
Times Read: 596


you tore into my heart like the wrapping on a gift and discarded it just as easily, you never once thought about the pain you inflicted me that cut through my soul like a knife, dont talk to me about your pain, your pain will come .. your pain will be worse as i rip the petals from the rose you gave me i vow as each one falls.. may unhappiness you inflict on others come back to you guided by its need to generate and grow in the end ul see you cud never own me never love me never accept me this angel demounces the darkness and steps into the light my wings may be as broken as my heart and soul but they can be repaired they are not destroyed .. in the end it will be you that is destroyed


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why cant i find the damn titles 1

17:28 Jun 01 2007
Times Read: 609


feel the heat

below my feet

i have to go

no time to sleep

cant believe

the things you said

i turn my head

and walk away

you make me sick

you make me nervous

times are gone

when you wud say

this is the moment

seize the day

time has gone for honesty

my victory is your defeat

cant you see

you've been mistaken

in my life

i decide

and it turns me on

how i am

how i live

who i love

in my way

i controll

and it turns me on

in my life

i decide. I DECIDE

all you do

you cant deny

its a waste of time

dont waste my time

can i suggest

that you invest

in something more

than hopelessness

before you know

this ride is over

the record shows

that you are dead

but your still living

every time you have died

you have been forgiven

another chance to face up

to your bad attitude

and make a move

its up to you


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why cant i find the damn titles 2

17:11 Jun 01 2007
Times Read: 612


fear of the dark

tears me apart

wont leave me alone

time keeps fading out

just want my life

im so sick and tired

of singing the blues

from when you turned my life around

tell me why do i feel this way

all my life ive been standing on the border line

too many bridges burnt

too many lives ive hurt

had a life but i cant go back

back to that

it wud never be the same again

and i know i dont

have any time to burn

the thought "i'l be home"

disturbing my sleep

but i'l find a place

a place where they cannot find me

maybe im lost

maybe im scared

but too many times

ive closed the door behind me

leave it all behind

cross the border line

face the truth

dont have any time to burn


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why cant i find the damn title 3

17:01 Jun 01 2007
Times Read: 613


havent slept in a week

my bed has become my coffin

cannot breath

cannot speak

my head like a bomb

still waiting

take my heart

take my soul

i dont need them any more

the one i love is striking me down on my knees

the one i love is drowing me in my sleep

the one i love, over and over again

dragging me under

hypnotised by the night

silently rising beside me

emptiness, nothingness

is burning a hole inside me

take my faith

take my pride

i dont need them any more

this bed has become my chapel of stone

a garden of darkness where i am thrown

so take my life

i dont need it any more


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why cant i find the damn title 4

16:52 Jun 01 2007
Times Read: 615


i dumped you again

dont understand

its happened before

cant take it no more

these foolish games

allways in love with confusion

i'll take you back

just to leave you once again

I died in my sleep

whats that supposed to mean

got lost in the fire

I died in my dream

reaching out for your hand

my fatal desire

I failed you again

cant lie while you stay

i used to pretend

that i felt ok

just one big lie

its a perfect illusion

i'll make you mine

just to hurt you once again

i died in my dream

whats that supposed to mean

got lost in the fire

i died in my dreams

reaching out for your hand

my final desire


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