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Ok so there i was up to my ankles in mud..thank god for pink wellington boots, my jeans were clinging to me from being soaked by the rain.. i was cold ide lost a contact lense in the quagmire and i wanted to go home, i heard a muffled voice behind me and lowered my ear defenders ( pink of course) " your up" mister crack shot said , i got up off the upturned canister ide been sat on and walked toward the range..well actually i walked and my left boot stayed exactly where it was, mister crack shot laughed hard and offered me the but off his shotgun to steady myself , i threatened to reach in and pull the trigger if he laughed again which only made him laugh even more...i was stuck on one leg and laughter is infectious even more so when i pulled the butt of the gun toward me and mister crack shot slipped on his ass , giving in to gravity i landed on my ass too . anyways an hour later we were all in the cabin having a welcome hot drink , my jeans, hair and coat stiff with mud , mister crack shot looking like he had been mud wrestling and lost when we were all asked to go outside for the results.. turns out me and mister crackshot both came last in the clay shoot mostly because i was half blind and mainly because we were too busy laughing and slinging mud...our prize..being thrown into the FREEZING stream to clean off ...I may be a rubbish shot, hell i admit im crap even with my lenses in but i learnt if you have fun who cares.. i even made a friend out of someone ide never normally talk to and that kinda made my day...

Closed off from love

I didn’t need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you’re frozen



But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melts into the ground

Found something true

And everyone’s looking round

Thinking I’m going crazy



But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I



Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open



Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling



But nothing’s greater

Than the rush that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe



But I don’t care what they say



[Bleeding Love lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]



I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I....



Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open



And it’s draining all of me

Oh they find it hard to believe

I’ll be wearing these scars

For everyone to see



I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I....



Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I....



Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

Haven't slept in a week

My bed has become my coffin

Cannot breath, cannot speak

My head's like a bomb, still waiting

Take my heart and take my soul

I don't need them anymore



The one I love is striking me down on my knees

The one I love drowing me in my dreams

The one I love over and over again

Dragging me under.



Hypnotized by the night

Silently rising beside me

Emptiness, Nothingness

Is burning a hole inside me

Take my faith and take my pride

I don't need them anymore



This bed has become my chapel of stone

A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown

So take my life, I don't need it anymore

if its not abusive texts, no return calls not even an email its finding out private stuff has gone missing.. ever feel like its one thing after another??? ever feel like its not worth the hassle? lets face it when you get called horrid names, get acussed of being a home breaker and of ruining a kids xmas its time to stand back and assess the risks......im all for taking leaps of faith but this feels more like jumping into a vipers nest.. its toxic..its unhealthy.. its driving me insane .... at what point do you cut off the madness????