in dead of night
i hear your plight
i see you quickly falling
i strain to catch
the muffled cry
was that my name
you were calling
asking for forgivness
seeking in the dark
wonder if i listen
did my point
reach its mark
beg now for redemption
offer me your soul
to see you there
and suffering
do you think that is my goal
why cant you just leave me
free me and be gone
i told you time and again
its over.. finished ..done
you cut my heart out of my chest
and took it with you
while i still breath
do you feel its weak beating
come closer my love
let me feed upon you
we shall be together this night
we shall be together this eternity
you tell me not to defy you
but i do
you tell me when im down, to stay down
but i dont
you tell me it hurts you far more than it hurts me
but your wrong
you tell me its for my own good
but it isnt
another bruise to fade like your memory
another fist to hammer home a point
another scar to remind me
another night spent plotting your demise
you tell me your sorry
but your not
you say it wont happen again
but it does
you say its my fault
but it wasnt
you say you cant controll it
but you dont even try
another day covering the marks
another day pretending im compliant
another day pleading im ok
another day watching my step
you say you imagined me hating you
but i do
you say you know i love you
but i dont
you say ide never get revenge
but i will
you say il never stand up to you
but i did
another day counting my blessings
another night being loved by another
another day wishing ide never met you
another night not giving you a thought
i say you will never hurt me again
and you havent
i say i hope you feel like i did
and you do
i say you dont controll me any more
and you dont
i say your nothing to me
and your not
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