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Eyes aching from staring in to the blackness

fighting to fix on a nonexistant you

when will i see past the now

when will i forget the future

eyes aching from the sun

staring a hole into you

biting at your flesh to keep you near

binding you close to me

until i sleep

arms wrapped around you

and i cry

tears of blood

alone and in agony

i wonder

will there ever be an end

i sit in my dungeon

alone in the dark

tears of blood running down my face

staring into the nothing that has become

blankly gazing

picking at the scabs of my life

pulling at the knife in my heart

screaming into the abyss

the darkness that has become

life

i scratch the flesh of my life

off

i wonder if i ever can

survive

this farce of living

i stare out at the sun

wondering if it will ever

shine on me

the clouds cover my reality

i blink into the unending

sadness

i scream at my truth

why

I sit, thinking

wondering what you're doing

picturing you with another

rubbing my eyes as i see it in front of me

it was only once

why am i so convinced it was more

again and again

i look at your picture

again and again

i read what you wrote

and wish it was more

and wish you were here

i can't help but stare at your form

clothed in shadows

murky lightening falls across your face

you speak of things i cannot understand

and i listen, just to hear your voice

teeth graze my flesh

eyes caught in rapture

body arching

hips thrusting

and i wake alone