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~All the same~



They want me to be one of them.

They want me to be something I'm not.



They try to change me.

They try to mold me into a perfect person.



They try to make me just like them.

They try to turn me into someone that has no opinions.



Someone who will stay in line.

Someone who will follow the crowd.



That is something I will never do.

I will never fall in line.



I will never become one of them.

I will never chage to fit with them.



*Kirstie*

~Feelings & Thoughts~



My soul is burning in a sea of despire.

My thoughts have never been fair.



My heart has no forgiveness.

I no longing know the feeling of a lovers warm soft kisses.



My eyes burn with hate.

It was like my heart was torn out of my body and used as bait.



My heart was nothing,but a fool in the horrored game.

Love and hate in the end it's all the same.



*Kirstie*

~Smile~



I might be Smiling



But inside I'm Dying.



I might be Smiling



But inside I'm Crying.



I cut my Vain



I can't Feel the Pain.



I watch in Vain



I cant feel a thing .



Yeah i'm Smiling



But I'm inside i'm Dying.



*Kirstie*

~No One Cares~







No One Cares



So I guess I'll Just Go



I'll Go Into The Darkness



With Nothing But Some Candles of Black



And A Knife In Hand



No One Cares I guess I'll Just go



Away Forever



Because No One Cares



So No One will Nodose



The Missing Persons Sign



By their Front Door



I guess I'll Just Go



Because No One Seems to Care



I Light the Candles



I Take The Knife's Sharpened blade and pull it slowly up my arm



And Watch the Blood Slowy Run down my Arm



And Hit the Ground



I Pray Of not being ForGotten



But i know i always be nothing but



A Missing Person No One Knows is Missing



I dont even know if i am a Missing Person



If No One Misses Me



One Cares So I guess I'll Just Go and Kill myself



its not like anyone knows i'm gone



Does if make a Difference If i kill myself



I dont know because No One Seems To Care



So I guess I dont care Either



So I guess I'll Just go



Beacause I dont Care anymore



And No Seems to Care Either



So This Is Good-Bye



Good-Bye



I'll See you in another life and then Maybe



You Will Care



Sence you dont seem to care In this life



Good-Bye Good-bye



My Dearest Friend Hope you know I am Missing



Because No One Esle seems to know



*Kirstie*

~Ravens~



Ravens Are Flying



As I Am Crying



Ravens Are The Night



As I Loose My Sight



Ravens Are Fighting For Countless Lives



As I as I Take This last Dive



Ravens Are Of Black



As I say this last pack



Ravens Are Dying



As I am Sighing



Ravans Are Killing



As I Am Feeling



Ravens Are Giving to Countless souls



As I Lay Saying These last Vouls



Ravens Are giving Birth



As I Leave This Earth



Ravens Are Losing This Fight



As I Take This Knife



This Night



This life



This Sight



This Knife



This is It



I Am Fit



For This Night



I Take My Life



My Night



My Life



My Sight



My Knife



*Kirstie*

~Roses~



Roses are Burning



For Their Yearing



Roses Turn Black



For This Is Fact



Roses Die Here



For Their Fear



Roses are Ash



For The Rest Are Stashed



Roses are Bleeding



For The Rest are Feeding



Roses are Crying



For The Rest Keep Fighting



Roses winning



For This is fitting



Roses are Killing



As The Rest Hit Ceilling



*Kirstie*

~Lost~



Sorry We Lost Everything.



You Act Like it's All My Fault.



I Cant Take it Anymore.



All You Wanna Do Is Fight.



You Say You Love Me,But You Never Truely mean it.



You Have Killed Me Inside Out.



Leaving me alone to face this horrored world.



To Fight My Own Demons,and slay my own Dragons and,not once did I cry



For I was scared it ment i was to weak and i had to have my daddy fight my fights and slay my dragons.



Now Because Of You I'm lost forever keeping feelings inside and locking them away from the world.



For I Thought it ment i was to weak when i called my daddy's name and when i cried.



People Tried To Help,But I just pushed them away,and acted out to hide from them all.



Fighting my fights and losing most with myself.



I'm killing me.



I'm lost to the World,and not a Soul Know's I feel The Way I Do.



For I Keep things the way they are.



So I don't have to think at all.



*Kirstie*