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Masked Beneath the lies
00:52 Oct 02 2005
Times Read: 617




I leave a rose, for you my dear,

I erase my smile and shed a tear.



It's hard to trust what I know is fake,

It's hard to move on, when i know I'm going to break.



I can't pretend I don't cry through it all,

I can't pretend I don't scream when I see you fall.



I can't pretend I don't feel your pain,

I can't pretend I will feel the same.





Your smile makes me want to scream,

And down my face, my tears stream.



I say I'm OK, before you ask,

I've got to keep up with my changing mask.



Eyes so lost and far away,

You can't even hear what I'm trying to say.



"I love you", But it's never enough,

But, I love you too much to ever give up.



I scream on the inside, hoping you'll hear,

You don't even move even though your so near.



The beating of your heart intensifies,

The one bold truth beneath the lies.



Just listen to me, no matter what you do,

No matter what happens, I will still love you.

Terra Incognizant
00:51 Oct 02 2005
Times Read: 618

You would think by now, I would know my way around,

I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground.

How many more lonely days, must meander by,

until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry.

What manner of iron will, must some people possess,

to be always looking forward, to never accept regress.

Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand,

they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land.

Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine,

I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time.

But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside,

and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide.

So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past,

it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last.

No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you,

for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too.

Maybe there will come a day, when that part will finally die,

and feeling strong with a heart reborn, a new love I will finally try.

And what a splendid day that will be, when I awaken to discover,

I'm happily learning a great new land, with a great new friend and lover.