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God, I'm Sleepy!
16:48 Sep 18 2006
Times Read: 559

So yeah, I slept in late yesterday because I just couldn't get up (funny b/c I usually have to get up at around 7 am every day). I think that it was the rain and the fact that I had a shit week. My grandmother died, went to her funeral, had papers due, tests I had to take early, my fiance's birthday, etc. You get the idea. The only consolation I have about this college business is that it will be over next May if I can keep going. Which I can, but not without suffering the stress and wasting of time...On top of all of that, I have been trying to exercise so as not to become a fat ass from the hours of sitting on my ass and my innate love for food (good food, not junk food at least).

I guess the point of this rant, or at least how it started was that I want to tell you to read The Master and Margarita by Bulgakov. It is excellent, and if you like Faust/black magic/the history of witches or the devil, you will love it. Besides that, it is funny. It is the reason that I am tired today b/c I read it until early in the morning.

That is all....

When it Rains...
01:45 Sep 11 2006
Times Read: 566

I've had, to say the least, a bizarre weekend. Besides the usual cluster-fuck of homework that seems to be flying out of the sky at me, I went to a wedding yesterday afternoon to find out that my grandmother had died that morning also. Cancer. It seems to be what we all die of in the end...At least she isn't in pain anymore. I don't know if I belive in a god, several gods, or what-have-you, but I do know that she doesn't have to struggle anymore. We spend all of our lives fighting for shit that just doesn't matter so much in the scheme of things. I mean, it's nice to have things, have people think well of you, get an education, but what do they mean if anything when you are dead? Every day I have to keep myself from becoming a hedonist and fucking, eating, drinking, doing whatever the fuck as my fancy strikes me...I can't even claim that this feeling is unique to me, but it sure does feel like a broken record sometimes. Does it not?

When do the questions get easier? I don't think that they ever will until I can become a blind conformist to some manner of Christian church, but that will NEVER happen. Been there and tried that. I know that magic works, I've tried it. I know that there are things I can't explain. I don't, however, believe that we are the most important lifeform in all of the universe. It just seems unreasonably selfish to assume something like that. What makes us masters of our own destiny? I think not. It's time that we look in the mirror and see what there really is to see. Not a whole lot. Do what you can, but realize that you are a teardrop in the sea! What you do can cause little effect to the real picture. Eh, maybe I'm just pessimistic...

22:46 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 567

Powerful. You're a scary son of a bitch. Chances

are, you'd rule over all other vampires in your

vicinity, and probably some humans as well.

You're hard to kill, because you keep your

weaknesses and strengths secret. Bathing in

blood is a regular past-time. You're ruthless

and indestructable.

What SORT of Vampire would you be?
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Had To Move My Quizzes Somewhere...
22:45 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 568

You are a maniac

killer.

It doesn't matter who they are and what they

have or haven't done. You still want to kill

them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.

Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe

you have some sort of mental problems or you

are this way because of previous deep scars,

only you know. But now you are sadistic and

maybe you only like to see a special group of

people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are

not the most social person in the bunch and

people think you are weird. That bothers you

somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself

with daydreaming about killing them. After all,

they have no idea what's coming.



Main weapon: Explosives and torture

equpiment

Quote: "Insanity: a perfect

rational adjustment to an insane world" -

R.D. Lang

Facial expression: Wicked smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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22:42 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 569


Death, the second of The Endless, you areresponsible for ending all lives and takingthem to your realm, from which no one everreturns. You are bright, positive, happy,optimistic and enjoy everything about life, butthat does not mean your silly or stupid. Youcan lay the smack down when you have to!Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.

Which Endless are you?
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Anger? Who's Angry?
22:40 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 570






You are the Spirit of Anger. You are every inch the

bad girl. Something happened to make you so

angry and you need to channel it out, if anyone

gets in your way, they're in for a big shock.

Friends are not essential for you, you don't

care whether they're there or not. But if you

do have friends they will be the most loyal for

it takes a lot to become your friend. You

attract people to you, so a partner is no

trouble but if they can't handle you then

they're out the window.





Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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What Do You Need?
22:39 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 571




You need someone loyal.

People have let you down since forever and you

have always been left by yourself. Your life

spark is now barely flickering and there is a

big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You

don't know what to do anymore in your life and

everything has a sense of meaningless to it.

Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate

and many grudges on people. You have a hard

time letting people in, but with your history

you don't even desire that so much anymore.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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22:38 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 572




You are sad because of your fear





Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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Brazilian's Have Hot Ass
22:37 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 573

Your Sexy Brazilian Name Is

Malu Cabral

Anime Dark Girl
22:31 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 576




You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and

really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be

alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't

like to be around others and you'd rather be

away from here. You have a get away from me

look and others find you bitchy and

self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a

fair but that's ok because that's who you are.

Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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Vampire le Masquerade Quiz
22:30 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 577

Clan Giovanni is an object of mixed mockery and

fear to most vampires. Those Embraced to the

clan are almost exclusively descendants of the

ancient Giovanni family, however far-flung they

may be from its roots, and most of them still

carry on the clan's studies of necromancery.

Their affinity for the dead is an ironic one,

with the Kindred existing in a state of undeath

themselves, but the Giovanni have turned this

connection into an art, said to be able to call

upon those who have gone beyond the veil of

death. But, perhaps in sinister homage to their

strange and twisted paths, the fangs of the

Giovanni bring to mortals not the exquisite

pleasure that debilitates most victims, but

only pure, molten agony.

Which Vampire: The Masquerade clan do you belong in?
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Psycho Love Test!
22:27 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 578

Your #1 Love Type: ISTP

The Mechanic In love, you are exciting, alluring, and definitely hard to catch. For you, sex is physical and sensual - but not romantic or emotional. Overall, you are confident, fun, and optimistic. However, you tend to also be flighty and overly private. Best matches: ESTJ and ENTJ

Your #2 Love Type: ESTP

The Doer In love, you are charming, and known for sweeping people off their feet. For you, sex is fun and a great way to be in the moment with someone. Overall, you are witty, generous, and flirty. However, you tend to ignore conflict and get bored with people easily. Best matches: ISFJ or ISTJ

Who Would Have Thought...?
22:23 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 579

You are the Marquis Da Sade. Even stripped of

exaggerations, Your real life was as dramatic

and as tragic as a cautionary tale. Born to an

ancient and noble house, you were married

(against your wishes) to a middle-class heiress

for money, caused scandals with prostitutes and

with your sister-in-law, thus enraging your

mother-in-law, who had you imprisoned under a

lettre de cachet for 14 years until the

Revolution freed you. Amphibian, protean,

charming, you became a Revolutionary,

miraculously escaping the guillotine during the

Terror, only to be arrested later for

publishing your erotic novels. You spent your

final 12 years in the insane asylum at

Charenton, where you caused another scandal by

directing plays using inmates and professional

actors. You died there in 1814, virtually in

the arms of your teenage mistress.

You are a revolutionary deviant. I applaud you.

Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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"I'm so goth my dog goes 'Bauhaus'!" hahaha
22:18 Sep 08 2006
Times Read: 580




You're Bauhaus, the grandfather's of goth. You

probably don't call yourself a goth...but that

just makes you cooler. Nice boots, by the way

}:)

Russian is Killing Me
19:10 Sep 06 2006
Times Read: 583

I haven't been on the site in a long time b/c I just recently got back into the country. I have been studying Russian in St. Petersburg, Russia. I am going crazy right now back in the States b/c I am trying to graduate this up-coming May. Let me just say that I should have taken Spanish or French...Russia is beautiful, though. The ballet, art, architecture. That is what I live for! The language is so beautiful, but so painful at the same time. If any of you are interested in hearing a little more about Russia, I'd be delighted to tell.

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