The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I started out alright today. Then I went out tonight to spend a much needed date night with my husband. Came home feeling both tired as hell and pumped at the same time. I HATE when I get crossed feelings like this. HATE it.



I have since felt aggressive... rather ill, and not myself. Just tired of being sick. I have felt that I have maybe given more than I am able to handle. I know it is human to feel overwhelmed. I am there.



I need some help. I need some support. I need time made for me. I will give the very shirt off of my back if it is needed. I only require a sock. I hope this makes sense.. and I am sure I sound like a whiny bitch, but anyone who is out there, who has ever dealt with strenuous emotions or feeling the need to suppress how they are feeling because they simply don't know how to describe the pain in words? Please share... let me know I am not alone?



Am I writing these words for no reason? Are they being read? Or am I an invisible step ladder, a way to make it to a higher level only? PLEASE tell me you are seeing me.. I don't want to be invisible anymore.



A very unsettled and distraught Niffy...

COMMENTS

-

---

HauntingWords
16:08 Oct 21 2013

I think we all have these moments.. it is within these moments that we learn more of ourselves. I know I am capable of making myself sick when I am not content with life. Perhaps you need to make a change to help yourself become at ease~

---

HauntingWords
16:08 Oct 21 2013

And yes you made sense~

---

ladyinchains
07:43 Jun 24 2016

i even had those feelings

you are not alone in all this

---

ladyinchains
07:43 Jun 24 2016

i even had those feelings

you are not alone in all this

---

POST COMMENT

I guess the first thing to note when claiming this... people will do their best to attempt to falsify your resolve and turn your own words against you.



Don't let anyone get under your skin. Just remember whatever they are saying... it is only to get you riled up and weaken you. (**ONLY IF IT IS SPOKEN IN AN ATTACKING MANNER**)



Stay strong to what you believe in. Whatever that may be. Don't try to shove it down anyone's throat. Reply after being asked. Reply calmly. Remain cool. Try to play devil's advocate and actually validate that you are seeing things from their angle.



Most important thing....

You DO have the option to agree to disagree!!!!

Most people forget this!! You do not always have to "win the battle" or "be right"



You can learn more and absorb more information by interacting and delving into such debates and conversations! Take advantage! Show you have a backbone, but that you can bend a bit as well and try to see where they may be coming from!!



BE FLEXIBLE!

COMMENTS

-

---

MasterMel2
10:39 Oct 17 2013

I agree with this journal in every way. this is good

---

Dragonrouge
11:52 Oct 17 2013

If I could only follow this more often.

"validate that you are seeing things from their angle" this kind of strategy is full of wisdom and I definitely should try it in the right moment.

Thank you for this!

---

LaffingAsUDie
12:09 Oct 17 2013

Thank you both for commenting and giving me your feedback! Believe me if only I could always follow my very own advice!! HAHA! No one is perfect .. but if we were.... HOW BORING WOULD IT BE?!? lol



But a great many thanks! It gives me the confirmation that my words are not being lost in the vast cyber network! *smiles*

---

POST COMMENT

To the insignificant prick who tried to mess with me earlier this evening?



Thank you for wasting your time...

It only educated me...

It gained me some more epic friends...

It was the exact OPPOSITE of what you attempted to accomplish...



So now why don't you ask yourself..



-How much of a failure are YOU???-



Peace out... MORON! LMAO... (oh yeah and you may want to re-read my display name.... that would apply to lower than whale shits like yourself)

Oh Vlad ... oh poor sad Vlad...



you must be a truly unhappy individual.... lol



either that or truly dedicated in the work of misery.



I refuse to buy into the misery you attempt to dish out... in fact if anything.. I make it a point to laugh at your very expense.



Thank you for making my day and becoming my entertainment.



Vladvampirelord

FOOKHUAYL

FelineFatale

Hophucket

DirkDiggler

and

DonJuanDemonic



whatever you like to be called.. someone who feels the need to hide behind so many names must be very lonely...



Hope you got your hard on for the day... because that was AWESOME for me!



Have a great day.. or should I say.. crappy day? That would be a bit more appropriate wouldn't it?



LOL



~N

COMMENTS

-

---

ThothLestat
22:28 Oct 11 2013

It's what he does. Probably to make up for a physical shortcoming.

---

Dragonrouge
11:56 Oct 17 2013

This poor soul is one of those... It were others before him on VR with the same problems and I think it will be others after him. The problem is that they are so annoying that I don`t even remember their nicknames. *yawn*

---

LaffingAsUDie
12:10 Oct 17 2013

Touche!!!!!!!!!

---

POST COMMENT

So it seems despite the obvious idiots that reside and skulk around every nook and cranny of the universe this place has been more than welcoming!



Thanks to all those who have shown me kindness. I have done my best to reciprocate. If I have forgotten anyone, PLEASE let me know!!!! This place has a LOT to take in...



~N