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I had tried getting ahold of my sister because I had been having a really hard time... we couldn't quite meet up because I was having health issues.. So I messaged her last on Dec 2 and she saw it but hadn't spoken to me since... I wrote a frustrated vague status in regards to being ignored when I ask for help... and this is the reply I got from my own sister.... It made me sick to my stomach....



Excuse me, incase this is directed to me (your status) . If you message me at 11:30pm at night my time i may or may not be there i might just be asleep. I wasn't i was out actually with a friend who took me to see a movie in attempts to cheer me up over having my heart monitor put on today. The last time i attempted to make time you contacted me in seemingly particular need i was asleep however i set up a time the next day for us to talk between when i had physical therapy. YOU were not there. I feel if you were really in some sort of desperate need you would have been there. I am extremely busy and i am not trying to ignore you however being in different time zones doesn't help. Also if you are looking for a merry Christmas from me you wont get it no one will i don't celebrate Christmas so this time of year really means nothing to me other than its freezing.

Either way I'm exhausted and i am going to bed.

Another thing you should probably know just for a heads up about my side of the family. Mom doesnt get on the computer much, dad doesnt like talking about anything emotional and is kinda loony and doesnt like phones he spends most his time sleeping. Mike doesn't like being social at all. Its just who he is he hates talking for long periods. My mom if you call is probably exhausted and is busy being called non stop by my overbearing sister who makes her babysit every waking moment that my mother insn't working full time. So most days she doesnt want to talk she wants to sit and have a beer on the porch and a cigarette and forget the world in the moment of peace she has.

I am trying to supp my boyfriend through college on small amounts of timeloss while going to therapy 2 hours everyday and trying to financially get loans for my own college. While having a heart monitor and tests done for my chest pain. I dont even want to go into my other health problems i have been in an out of the hospital for as of late.

The thing is hun we love you very much but we are all fighting our own battles right now and you are right its a busy time of year

and we recently lost my great grandma so its our first year without her

so its hard and there is a lot more on everyons plate than you can think

so consider that before posting these emotional rampage status's Its facebook

no one wants to see that

and if i need to delete you in order to not see it i will. I am trying to stay away from other peoples drama i have enough of my own to worry about

I hope you are doing well and i love you.

But grow up you are an adult stop posting your emotional crap on the internet and address it to the people like an adult. or GET over it. You shouldn't let other people bring you down and if you do that is YOU problem.





(Note: she never asked me WHY i was distraught .. or upset, and assumed it was about her... safe to say I am not planning on speaking to her ever again... )