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Our hearts,

forever remain unbeating yet I cannot admit

to all my faults ,

I reamain a woman still only till now

can I see you as an extention of

myself ever strong enough to last through wind of hurricane or death itself;

I will be there to love and

forever be loved in return to your heart forever my strength.

I love thee

let me count the ways upon the clouds of a

sunny day and the moon of a crystal clear

night so full of stars and the love we share in the midnight hour ,

come I will love you for you

and still give you all you need of

me without being selfish in any way

but with the love I give you isn't

meant to be shared with anyone else

and in time I will stay by your side;

for all you are

I will remain yours for all time eternally

without anyway to say no to you and

all your love.

I love I lose all the friends

whom ever once showed me respect and love

yet it isn't right,

Betrayal is all around me in many forms

Can I not overcome it in the end

our trust being ruined by your foolish

acts of ignorance I hate waiting for death to take me away from this world;

Time stands still for me and my beauty

is all that remains in the once

friendly and fun girl that used to be me although its not me anymore since darkness has ravaged my spirit and left me a desolate

island a wasteland full of lost dreams and broken hearts also plagued by

mistrust and murder

attempts upon this life of

mine own.

Sliver marks from

the past bleeds my soul's salvation

yet I cannot see,

all the pain thats now been inflicted upon

us unto the darkness true yet light and

darkness are still cut from the same

cloth;

I will not allow the darkness to take over

who I am now yet I cannot

see what's right there plain as day in front of me.

Even now when I

do the right thing always no matter the

difficulty it may be ,

I offer my confession of all my

sins and all I have ever done wrong in this life I have lived so fully and completely too;

I mark myself in silver blood stains

that symbolize all I ever fought for

all I've ever tried for in this life of mine so fully completed in gods hands.

I am not

a fool I am a fighter

I care for others when they don't care about themselves,

Longing in my soul blood in my thirst

I wait for the dawn to be myself

yet I cannot ask these things to anyone;

is it so wrong to be different than anyone

else?

Oh what do they really know its only truth

that we now see

that can really hurt us,

modesty is the real way to live

with all that I am

in this world;

I await the day when I 'll be reconized for all that I am to my friends and family.

God has given

me the gift of eternal love

and the gift of unconditional faith,

This is how I

had grown into a faithful woman;

I love and feel lessened by all that makes

me who I am.

Do not think me foolish

now because that way you'll lose

me forever,

life is not always fun and games

So I cherish all I have in my

life tonight;

I am god's creation made into the ultimate lady.