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15:13 Oct 12 2010
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Recently I became faced with the possibility that I may not live as long as one would expect, barring being run over by a bus and other such random hazards of modern day.

And if I'm honest, my first response was “Oh great another one”...

But then I started to get angry.

Not with the idea of dying, but with the way I found out, and the fact that even through it is down in black and white, no one ever thought to tell me. In fact I was told I didn't have it, when I was originally tested. So know I must wait yet again to see, what the truth of this all is.

I talk of cause of Lupus.

An insidious illness, that can kill a sufferer or leave them tiptoeing along their whole lives unsure of what it might do.

The irony of all this is that I already have a genetic disorder that means I could die even as young as my late 40s.

So maybe they just didn't think it was worth mentioning this one too.

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