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Alone in the dark in my most desperate of times,The only person I have is myself. A best friend of mine Bought me a book and it has helped me understand a lot. But I still have a lot of things left un-answered! I appreciate the book you bought and gave me because it has opened my eyes up more to how to help myself! I'm changing once again and no one can help me and if they could it will probably come much to late! I try to fight the urge but the curse is too strong I can feel it in my thirst. Don't care for a girl wrapped in a curse, because it is sewn within her heart and all she can do is possibly bring you down because of who she is. Metaphorically she is me! I can't go on living like this, but yet I still do! Always with the weird and absurd surrounding me almost on a daily basis.

She walks along a road covered in branches and leaves,along with outcast and angels of darkness. She has seen lot's of things, she could never tell. And her eyes are haunting me. But she has a monster inside she knows she can never tame.
She keeps it locked away in a closet inside her heart. She is abandoned, she has seen to much, because of who she was, and abandoned by blood. She looks at her self and all the scars on her that only she knows. She cries to the light to come help her with the pain,but the light disappears and is replaced by the rain.She shuts her eyes. A darkness puts a black cloak around her and she feels the power coming as she rises from the ground. Out of her grows new wings. She is lifted by hate, by despair,and by her own blood. She is powerful as she sees her every scar. She walks along the road again. Feeling nothing, but needing a friend. There are no feelings, she can't feel a thing. No one to take the hand of or walk with. Will she ever feel again? Because no one ever loved her and no one ever cared. Here, between the light and the darkness, she will never find love. she has died and came back more then once! She walks along the road again,Feeling nothing, needing a friend.Knowing she is stuck like this forever, no one to take the hand of and walk away together. The ones who are the same as her are not to be found. And even so she will never love again. She's grown cold! Because by everyone she was abandoned. No one showing her they cared. So she lies there, naked, as the final piece of her heart turns to stone. It is her curse because of what she was and has become. Abandoned by all except her own children. She is strong now despite all her struggles. She's in the dark and she's alone and she is ok. She is a survivor of all that was that tried to destroy her! This woman is ME!!

I am poisoned to the touch.
I am the rose of the night
Black in colour. thick with
Thorns and blood. Dead and broken
Without a trace of life yet I seem to grow.
My thorns get bigger and I get taller. Taller
In the safety of the dark. Light brings me Pain and causes me to wilt. Some call me Cursed others call me blessed with powers Of the dark but what I am is a mystery even To me. I am the rose of the night, black in colourThose who look at me call me demented ,Those who touch me are left with thick scars As my thorns consume their flesh. And those Who smell me are left addicted to my unusual Smell. I am eternal unable to die only to live With my imperfections. As the seasons change I remain the same. Untouched by nature. Left alone with no companions. For I am the Rose of the dark.

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Sanguinepsychreborn
05:13 Feb 29 2024

Lovely words "but what i am is a mystery even to me" something I can relate to personally. Congrats on writing success! Wish you continued luck and hapiness!

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Here is one I wrote a while back!

She takes a walk as it starts to snow. Deep within the forest where the wild roses grow. She looks at the roses,they are frozen roses. They don't need rain or sunlight to survive. Looking at these roses she sees herself. She walks away deeper into the dark forest between the trees. Snow starts to cover her. She try's to close her eyes but she can't because all she sees in her mind are the frozen roses. She sees everything about herself. All that no one knows. She try's to shed a tear but it freezes before it even hits the ground!