So, life is moving on. I don't know about forward, but at least it's moving.
Things have been... not quite so pleasant, the last few weeks/months. Falling out of contact with friends, losing my cousin Connor, wondering if I've been kicked out of college, needing work to cure the situation of no money, but not getting enough work to do so.
Finally, I could be getting a second job, and have registered for classes. First day back was today, and it felt good to be back in school. I hadn't realized how much I missed campus, the classes, my friends, even a certain someone.
Said someone is usually a dick, and makes me feel absolutely horrid sometimes... but I am pathetic and weak, and I still can't help but smile every time I hear his voice or see his face. He has the ability to make me smile, make me happy, make me want to be around him and crave him in a way that no one else has ever done.
I am tired, both physically and mentally. I am in desperate need for a move.
"When the words are wrong and my patience gone, will you tell me... does this mean you're moving on?"
COMMENTS
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Isis101
00:55 Jan 12 2010
Ah - I hope things work out for you, hon.