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I did something yesterday that gave me that absolute best warm fuzzies;



I sent my Grammy Dow flowers for christmas. :)



Yeah, I miss my Grammy this christmas. It's the FIRST Christmas I'm missing since I've lived out here since 2002. Shheeeesh. So I left her a voice mail, and told her heads up you're gonna get something from me today!



The florist was wonderful, I called the one down the street from her house and Kim, the owner, asked me if I wanted it delivered today. SURE! So I've got the warm fuzzies.



Have you sent flowers to anyone this year?



Happy Holidays everyone!

So I've been bored, happens to us all one time or another. Frustrated with the Sims I've tried. Not really into the Second Life, cause I have one. Sorry.



I want to enjoy a different world, to go on an adventure, to enjoy a love scene, to see different things. Is the Sims game I'm playing reflecting my humdrum world? Stuck in or around the house, either working or paying bills? Is this what this is all about? NO! I want to camp, run in the wild like I did before, feel the rush of a river, hear the howl of wolves.



My Beloved is no doubt feeling this pang as well, as I can see it in the dusty colors of his eyes. They are so grey as of lately, and I have so little to offer him. He has so many projects on his shoulders, but no passion, fire, to write. He needs to escape as much as I do, yet he will NOT take up the pen.



How about a quest? Another one? he asks, We've done it all. Written it all, how can we not repeat ourselves? Space? Now that's different! In truth I'm not much of a science fan, though I enjoy star wars, but that's about it. .......*thinking.



He's tired of being Captain, in one form or another, how about making him a 'red shirt?" No, then he won't serve a purpose. ..............Wait! I have an idea.



Dan loved the idea of Nocturne, the hotel in Carpe Vegas to be a living breathing interactive thing in Second Life, to walk the actual hallways we had created ourselves in our writing.......Hmmmmm.



Let me knock on Nikki's dungeon door, and ask her Girl to fetch her for me so I may ask her a few questions.



Let's anticipate the carnage, all for my Beloveds entertainment.