As I imagine the fictional tears plummeting to the soil
Picturing a regrowth of all the broken hearts I seem to create
It's hard to imagine the hurt I may have caused
All the men who used to be strong
Being subdued by their lust for a so-called perfect mate
Only to be ripped apart by their own fatal mistake
Of loving something so vile of emotions
No regret has filled my mind
No tears run down my cheek
In the thought of the heartaches I have caused
What has the power to make something so pure
Into the beast that is today?
That is the least of this heartless monster's worries...
What of the hearts that are still beating
With the love for a woman who has the ability
To grip them in her hands, shread them to peices
Stomp them out and spit in the mush that will form?
You try to give them warning, you try to give them peace
Yet they refuse to think such horrid thoughts
That something so beautiful and caring
Could be so wicked and heartless
I know in my mind that I can stop this madness
But I continue it like it was an everyday thing
The sad part is, it has developed in to such
A nasty habit at it's finest
An illness that can not be stopped
So I must live with this curse
This hunger that cannot be conquered
I live with this curse, and carry a peice of each heart
As I travel this lonely path
I carry them as reminders
Of all the times I could have been happy
Living the so-called perfect life
But this is my life, and I do hold no regrets
I am me, and nobody has the power to change that
Some times I feel that even I cannot change that
I travel down this broken path
Alone but content
In hope others will soon find I am lost
A path most can't even fathom
A path of a vampyre.
In my hands I hold the key to who I wanna be
Solutions to my problems are just sitting right in front of me
I crush them up with a little bit of gun powder
I should be where I want to be in a half an hour
My mind trips, I loose grip, it's sinkin' in
My eyes roll, it takes control and it begins
Look in the mirror my relection slowly fades away
A monster staring back it's heart black and his soul decayed
There's nothing left but a shell and the urge to kill
No voices in my head just the will of a couple pills
In contact of metal mixed with XTC
A knife in my hand and I know what I expect of me
The bloodlust and the fear is what I'm lookin for
Rush in my vein as I cut and slowly bleed this whore
It's pure desire and it burns at me like fire
Mercedes and a murder spree is what it takes to get me higher
[Chorus 4x]
I'm rollin' hard I'm steady rollin (non stop)
When I fall nobody catch me (no) let me drop
[Verse 2:]
Under a strobe I'm so hypnotised, my pulse races
Look around the room and all I see is unfamiliar faces
Girls dancing with glowsticks and body glitter
Searching for the one as the bass hits and lights flicker
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And just as quick as the sensation hit my brain
I saw her in the corner glowin bright like an open flame
A plaid skirt with pink hair and ponytails
Pale white skin with red lips just hot as hell
Our eyes met like she saw right through me
Like she knew of my intentions but she walked up to me
And I ain't sweatin it cause I had to make her mine
She came up turned around so I crept up from behind
Put my arms around her and she reached around my neck
And grinded up against me like she knew what was next
She was a pro and it made me want her even more
she took me in the room and closed the fuckin' door
[Chorus 4x]
[Verse 3:]
Slammed up against the wall I fucked this bitch in a rage
And with dialated pupils and my mind in a haze
I looked her in the eyes and I saw no fear
But saw the scars on her wrist and I knew why she was here
So I threw her on the bed and I ripped off her shirt
And the blood stained the sheets from up under her skirt
I felt razor sharp pains when she dug in my skin
That's when I started to peak the room started to spin
And without even thinking I put my hands on her throat
And she didn't even blink when she started to choke
She just stuck her nails in so deep that I bled
I wanted her to die and she wanted to be dead
With a single breath right when I let her go
Her eyes still open when her body turned cold
She got what she needed and I got what I came for
So I left her on her back like a fuckin' filthy whore
When I touch you ... feeling your skin
When I touch you ... deep within
I'll break your selience on your way to me
I will make you everything you want to be
When I touch you...
You know that you'll love it... you'll need it...
For sure...
I'm drawing your lines with my hands
I'm weaving the dream that never ends
I don't play hide and seek... with you... dear
When I touch you...
Aiming fingers searching secret pleasures
Roaming where your river seems to deep
You know I'm going on
I like the song you'll sing... for me
When I touch you...
You know that you'll love it... you'll need it...
For sure...
I'm drawing your lines with my hands
I'm weaving the dream that never ends
I don't play hide and seek... with you... dear
When I touch you...
And when tension's spilling down your skin
Love will never be what she once was
When I touch you...
COMMENTS
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Severus
21:48 Oct 19 2010
You are how you see yourself... if you believe your a monster incapable of love than that is all you will ever be because you we never inspire yourself to be more than that.
As a friend, lover and soul mate It also means that your failures are my failures.
I'm sorry I let you down Shyla.