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What do you do when everything you love so much and worked so hard to achieve may get ripped from your very hands, and there's nothing you can do about it? Like that part of something just gets completely erased, destroyed, eaten away. To know how much pain they are in, but you just have to stand there and watch. Almost like irony, they fear that you will be the one to disappear, but in return, they do. I think the worst part is the sit and wait game, there's nothing you can do, not yet, so you just wait here, guessing, praying it's not irreversable.

Eh, what is it, day 3 now without Sev? Damn people need to stop screwing around with him and just send him home... Soon, that's all I can think of to settle my thoughts. Soon enough. At least time is going by mediocrely fast, I guess that's the good thing about it being summer and having so much to do. The time just flies. Without him though, time just seems like it's at a stand-still. Like I'm doing nothing with my life with him not by my side. Not saying I'm going to stop the pace I am going at, it's just not so fulfilling, not being able to say goodnight to him daily and discuss our days and rant about the life's natural daily idiots. I suppose I should be used to it though. I've had to deal with it before, I guess that's why it just feels so natural to me. I just hope he's able to talk to me on my birthday next week.