I wait in silence
as the broken hearted devil reigns
i feel like an angel with its wings no more
hiding with fear near a burnt door
wishing and pleaing silently to end this pain
but to my own disdain i see none.
I wish to kill this loneliness
I wish to kill this aching in my heart
I wish this pain would cease to start.
Nothing but dreams and an empty shell remain
You have tattered what I had
You beat my love for you down into the past.
I Loved you and still do, only to realize im a fool.
I care and wish to have things the way they were
only to lie in darkness of this soulless bird
A raven eats the flesh of what once was there
as I am burdened to stare
At this state of pain and agony
You , merciless raven have killed my heart and soul
Something that I once held close.
Damn you to hell this charred heart of mine
Never again will I let you fall into his hands
This I swear.
Devils and demons scamper about
causing pain sickness and doubt
while, all the while, you linger there
letting her taste your lips as I dreamed of only tasting yours.
I now again lay in this cold bed as my heart grows cold.
Laying there dying ever slow.
Wishing this never happened
Only to end up saying I loved you once. I shall pray to someday love you again.
My life seems to flow around you
Our hearts beat as one as the suns and moons
Rise and fall
I wish that the morning would hear my call
I wish that the love I have for you would be held by you once again.
You tossed me aside like a useless toy
You still love me you say but my eyes and heart seemed to fall and delay
Here I stand, now all alone.
Waiting for my life to return to the way things were before
My love is burning once more
I feel like I need to hang myself
I feel like my heart is being burned alive.
These tender roses pass me by
The roses you gave to me
The love I gave to you.
It feels like its my fault
You always say it was never my fault
You say that you will love me forever
When I see you my heart cries
I forgave you
I feel like I shouldnt remember
I feel like I have to die
My misery is calling
My pain is inside
Waiting
Waiting for me to say goodbye.
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