As she sees him she thinks.
"Deep down inside he still loves me"
when the days go by her heart, soul, passion
seem to flutter by..
All the time in the world seems to go quickly on.
"Until we meet again, I'll hold you in my heart, no more than a thought apart. Far more closer than a whisper. We'll have memories time can't erase. I'll hear your voice I'll see your smiling face. All the while gentle be your journey, even though its hard to say goodbye , I'll try to find a way. Hear me as I pray!, Until we meet again"
_{Kirby shaws until we meet again}_
Please never forget me, let us be together someday...No matter what you do..
~Indra Vargas Sian
{to be cont'd.}
The present disposition this empty case
in which this manner of
emotions lies within.
Her heart lays torn upon the scattered shards
the truth lies in his hands
the only one she called her special man.
The pain lingered on and on
the strands of agony never ceased
her heart panged no sense of relief.
the man, little sense he has, none of it ever ceased.
She pined for him so.
But the other woman won him over so long ago.
Her dreams turned to ashes
her heart turned to bust
all that lays here now is a pile of dust
laying weak and frayed
her hearts sorrow remained dismayed
only to lay in the sounds of the day
in which this sorrow remains...
{to be cont'd.}
~Indra Vargas Sian
Endless days, dark starry filled nights.
Tonites the night we share
the loving passion,
intimate, tender, moments play a roll
in this memory...
Hope sears love to make this memory
endlessly revered
sending heart throbbed souls through this goal
where tender moments seared
this subconcious mind
We wander through this bliss
this endless memory
this longing time in which our love thrives
we speak, we laugh, we touch.
As the years pass
Hope lives undashed
A ring appears and we hope it to be fate..
only to hear him say,
"My only other girl will take this, okay?"
{To be cont'd.}
~Indra Sian
Why do I feel this feeling this need this dance ?
why do I wear this mask in shame?
Why do I beg to tear the vein ?
Why does he decive me so?
Why does my heart ache and pine for one of long ago?
Why does he not see me?
Why does this pain linger in this memory?
Can't I bury myself upon this pyre of sorrow?
Can't I burn admist the flames?
Will he ever be there for me again?
Or do I have to wait another for reborn memory?
This funny valentine , this sweet simplistic man.
Its the feeling of being parted from him I cannot stand.
I want to hear his love
I want to hear him speak, I never again want to feel mild , empty nor weak.
Why do I linger here?
Why does this darkness not cease?
why can I no longer find any relief?
~Indra Sian
May 7th, 2008
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