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When you first fall in love that , really never goes away, it stays hidden and buried while our lives wander and wane. Hearts continue to forever beat and breathe for that one someone we love as our dead bodies lie in the dust. Yet all the while, we cry out "I’m sick and tired of it!!!" or "Just please drop it and let it go!" but deep down inside we just cry it out, to some its weakness to others it is a strength. I just hope someday I can find that REAL True and simple love that I found once with the man I was once engaged to and like one of my past / present boyfriends Matthew. They held many things that are dear to me. Ed on the other hand held my heart and soul. He holds fragments of it now because of how he acted towards me in the past and how we acted towards one another. It showed us as how we can do wrong in each others eyes as we still love and care for each other when we are apart...



I just wish I can let go and breathe softly, shallow, and then end it. maybe then I can find solace, rest, peace & a new found hope as to what lays ahead in my life while things continue to fall apart and break...

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cadrewolf
18:30 Mar 24 2008

How True that statement is, time will eventuaally cloud those memories and feelings.

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Angelus
16:32 Apr 18 2008

..my first Love was Beverly. There were others, the two fiancee, Debbie & Tina.. but Bev. Oh-boy, forever will I Love her. That is part of the beauty and pain of real Love ~ it's endless.

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