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To me unconditional love is the ability to love through the hard parts, to see through the hate and hurt and betrayal. To trust even when trust is not deserved. To walk beside someone even when they don't want you there. To lift them up when they fall, no matter why they fell. To be strong enough to lay yourself bare to them, your faults, your strengths, EVERYTHING!! To find contentment in someone's smile, to find joy and pain in their tears. To find hope in their dreams. To feel a need to be there even in their darkest moments. To revel in their laughter because their happiness makes your heart swell.To give even when you feel you have nothing left to offer. To find beauty in the smallest of things, weather it's a touch, a smile, or even just a look. To know that both are stronger and better together. To weather the storms to find the solace of sunshine in the end. To find that even when things seem the darkest, the worst, their love is enough to remind you that life is worth living. Unconditional love is to give even if you never receive...

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DjDeMuerte
21:08 Aug 22 2015

Thats perfect love. I love you :)

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Ok so this is weird... are we really children? I block someone because they make me feel uncomfortable even after I make them aware that they are doing so and warn them, they continue... Now said person decides to block back??? Not just that they have others message me crying why I blocked them?? LMAO I tell you people today... First read my profile.. I AM MARRIED!! I don't need nor want anyone else. All you do is make yourself look like a feel with all you cyber advances. Second heed the warning/s given then we won't have to resort to crying to someone else. I can be your friend... Nothing more.. Sorry for ranting but the drama has to end..

Hmmm...to explain my kismet... well it's simple, the first 5 words in a song... they remind me so much of the way I loved and hated in the past... Always just round and round and round.. a continuous circle.... love, hate, love, hate... That is until DjDeMuerte came along... He ended the never ending circle... Helped me in learning to truly see myself for the person I am and understand the true definition of love and that I deserved to have someone who could give me the unconditional love I needed and craved. Along the way he also taught me to love in return without judgement etc... Okay I won't continue to bore you.

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JamesTheArbiter
01:04 Aug 21 2015

Perhaps I Am Lazy About This My Lady, But I Have No Idea What A Kismet Is, Or Was For That Matter. My Comprehension Abilities Are Way Above Average Usually(NOT BEING BOASTFUL,BUT TRUTHFUL), And This Kismet Thing I Reall Have Not Endeavored To Explore, Can You Shine The Light Of The Moon On This For Me, And Perhaps Reflect On What It Means To You, MY LADY??? JamesTheArbiter.BTW, For An Open Post Adolescent Mind, What YOU Write My Lady Does Not Bore, Those Are Your Anxieties Talking. To A Good Reasonably Well Adjusted Person(ME), They Are Like The First Cool Crisp Drops Of Rain That Strike Your Up Turned Face, Never Deride Your Self My Lady, Even At Your Young Age, You Speak As An Olde Soul, And Who With Any Understanding Could Feel This Way. Although There Are Those That No Matter What Will Pick You Apart Piecemeal If You Let Them, So You Do Not Let Them, By Simply Tuning Them Out, There Are Others Out Here That Do Appreciate What You Have To Say(I FOR ONE), So The Heck With The Other Confrontational Closed Minded People, They Are Not Worth Your Energy To Be Expended On Them, No Matter How Rude,Derogatory Or Your Just Plain Mean They Are. They Have Always Been There, And Always Will My Lady, So I Say(EXCUSE MY VULGARITY), TO HELL WITH THEM!!! JamesTheArbiter.

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JamesTheArbiter
01:12 Aug 21 2015

Yes My Lady We ALL Do Deserve Love And Understanding, But Mostly Love Though My Lady!!! We All Hate, We All Love, We Can All Be Weak, As Well As We Can All Be Strong. And Yes It Is True, The Circle Never Ends, Just Hold On Tight, And At The End Of The Day,Month,Year Or Decade, It Will Continue To Spin, Just Like The Merry-Go-Round When We Were Children. Usually It Is Funner To Just Hold On And Have Someone Else Spin, But Remember, When There Is No One Left To Spin It For You, You Still Can Spin It For Yourself(READ BETWEEN THE LINES ON A LOT OF WHAT I SAY, WITH EVERYTHING MY LADY,AND YOU WILL TRULY UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN, IN A DEEPER WAY), And Unconditional Love My Lady, That Is A Rare Jewel Indeed, When One Finds It, Treasure It Above All Other Things!!! JamesTheArbiter.

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DjDeMuerte
03:21 Aug 21 2015

My beautiful wife. If only others could see you the way i do. you are perfect in your imperfections. I will love you till the end of time itself and will always be here to show you what unconditional love is. you are my life, my world, the very air i breath. I LOVE YOU

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The smell of vanilla wafting through the air as I slowly submerge myself into a steaming hot bubble bath. Red wine outside as a humid summer breeze blows. A good book to read while snuggled down in the warmth and comfort of my bed. The Autumn leaves falling around me while I stroll by the river...

Ever get to the point where you realize anger gets you no where? Even when you have every right to be angry? No matter what you do, every valid point you bring up falls on deaf ears.... Well I have finally reached the point where I'm saying to hell with it, I'm tired....

Have you ever had days where you feel so entrapped and dependent on someone that you can't breathe? Sometimes I feel like I am losing it, money goes out but we have no say so at all. It gets overwhelming when you feel like there is no one that understands and no where to hide... I feel the need to disappear again... Maybe this time for good...

Why is it certain people always feel the need to prove they are different? Does it matter so much what the world thinks? If so then to me that just says you are like everyone else... Always worrying over what another thinks...

I find it very hard to actually write anything of consequence here, I like my privacy. I like it so much I sometimes wonder if even the people closest to me really know me... Hell, do I even know myself?

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JamesTheArbiter
00:51 Aug 21 2015

Oh My Lady, If I Had A Mirror Of Our Souls, I Put It Up For You, To Show You That I Feel The Exact Same Way. Those I Am Closest To, Either Do Not Fully Understand Me, Or They Choose The Easy Way Out So They Do Not Have Too. My Yarrow Is The Only Soul On This Plane Of Existence That Truly Knows Me,My Faults,My Strengths, When I Cry Like A Child, And Soon This One, This Yarrow, Will Be Gone From Me Forever, Such Is Life, But There Must Be Others Out There That I Can Feel Close To???? If Not, Well Then I Am Strong, And Even Though It Would Put Cracks Into My Fiber Of Being, I Shall Strive To Persevere!!! JamesTheArbiter.

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Well with changing my name on here my journal was wiped cleaned so I have a nice fresh clean slate here to begin anew!! The weeks have been busy lately, what with a new school year and all for the kiddies but now that they are settled and routine is returning I look forward to writing here again. Until then, laters.