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It seems no matter what I do, I can never truly keep up with all of the work that I have to do throughout the week. My classes at college have all assigned me loads of reading and assignments. My art class alone has me doing nine sketches a week, when I rarely do a single one in a span of two weeks. I do not like to draw when I am forced to. I would rather do that when I feel like it or I have become inspired.



My literature class isn't too bad. I actually enjoy those books, including The Mahabharatta, which turned out to be a really good story. Anyone interested in India and it's culture should definitely pick it up (although I refer the short condenced version, unless you want to read 6,000 pages!). I haven't had a chance to read any of the other books that have been assigned, but I'm sure they will be just as interested... hopefully better than last terms books that I had to read. Pommegranate Soup had to be the only one of those I truly liked, so you should go and read that one too if you read this. But those books I will talk about another time...



My group voice class is simply wonderful! All of the sttudents in there are so kind and give wonderful critique. I hope when it comes to be my turn to perform in front of them that I will not be completely nervous like I have been in the past. I remember my Vocal Performance class. It was to help me with my stage fright, and it really did. I still get nervous, but not to the extent where I am scared witless... I plan on singing Nightwish's Kuolemi Teki Taitelijan for them. I love that song and have been practicing it for a long time... Maybe I will do good. ^^;;



My Health class is just that... a health class, although it is not so boring as to that I want to fall asleep when I am there. My teacher actually makes the class interesting by making little jokes and keeping up he energy... The time always goes by so fast...



I can barely find time during my day to do the things that I actually want to do, such as hanging out with my friends and reading a good novel. Maybe since it is the weekend now, I can finally have some time to myself... or I could start in on my homework for the next week! Who knows...I'll probably catch up on my sleep on the weekend... -.-

Well, it seems that I do have some goals of which I want to accomplish. Whether these will happen or not, I will have to wait and see... but it is the waiting part that I dread....



I want to become an accomplished singer. Most people say, oh yes, I want to be a singer! but most fail to make anything of themselves. This is a dream I have had since I was a little girl, and I am not planning on giving it up forever and even afterwards.



Unlike most people who wish to become one, I want to become an opera singer. I know, most say that you must be born with the talent to create such wonderful sounds, but I like to think that with enough determination, will power, and practice, one can accomplish anything you set your mind to. I truly believe this, and will not give up on my dream...



Writing has always been a passion of mine, as I have always enjoyed the words and wisedom that novels, articles, even news material can give me. I take every chance I can get to read new and interesting ideas, and love the chance to be able to write them myself. In my head, I can create such strange dreams, and such horrible nightmares. (kudos to you who know what that's from) and I already have three novels planned in my imagination. Now it just takes me spending the time to enhance the plot of each and get them down on paper, or this case, a word document. Hopefully I will get the chance to share my thoughts with you on these ideas of mine, and maybe even get them published so that everyone could read them. It might be a while before that happens, but I am willing to wait for it... as I should.



Everyone in their lives looks for someone to spend it with, it just depends on if you are looking hard enough, or wish for fate to bring your soul mate to you. I too, wish to find that special person that I will spend the rest of my life with, but I am patient in this matter. When he comes, I know it will be him, and everything will fall into place. However, no relationship is perfect, and I know I will have to work at it to make sure that the love I share for my future partner is undying and endless.... Well, that is a little deep... I cannot help it, being such a hopeless romantic... It is something that I find so entrancing, and wish to experience it soon...