dark eyes deep pools
cannot tolerate any fools
hair long silk blanket
aware, knowing of kismet
pale yet dark skin of light
great but problematic sight
small girl of native american
always saying "yes we can"
determined and smart is she
her Dominance is the key
that makes her way
and speaks for her say
bold and caring, a listener
and so strong a learner
my Mistress Nightlyscare
so very kind and so very fair
Once in a world of nothing but pain
enough that made my mind insane
i screamed and begged to be let go
and now for it what do i have to show?
but for me to beg to be back with him
as i miss him so i'd give more than a limb
where did my sweet little brother go
he was also my son shouldn't have been so
but he was and my friends as well
i tried to pick him up each time he fell
but i am not there anymore for my little brother
does this make me a bad person like mother
or does this mean that i have let him grow
given him space to learn himself, to know
that he will always be in my heart
i just had to give him a jump start
As I sit here I wonder slightly
what was it i have taken lightly
everything had strong meaning
many things left me screaming
there was one who saved it all
with just one five minute call
every once in a while when i was scared
he was the only one that really cared
he got taken away as i pushed him from me
it was only his misery i did see
i wanted him happy and he is not
bright red-handed i had then caught
so do i care now for what he feels
yes, oh yes with my lips do seal
no more though should i do so
to do this is an all-time low
not just to me but also to him
yes it made my world dark and dim
but i will always love him so tender
my little brother, my defender
COMMENTS
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Nightlyscare
11:54 Feb 16 2010
All I've got to say is hmmmm.