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Charlie is finally dying. He was taken to the home, he can't walk or remember anything other than me, he can't even remember i'm not there anymore. he has lost it. That rich niece of his finally put him there, and i wont be able to say goodbye in his last days. This is what i wanted, isn't it? i couldn't stand seeing them die. i wanted to remember them as they were, before they were dying, before you could tell they were dying. so now all i can do is say goodbye.

A candle will burn brightly for you, to light your path home, as you are escorted by the angels of the heaven you so loved and wished to go too.

you stayed for me, but you see, it's time for you to go home. it's time for your soul to finally lift from this hellish earth, this unfair and cruel world, this mortal life you had to go and be released forever into the peace you so hoped to have for the past nine years or more.

i am glad you didn't kill yourself before, for me, but life is no longer in your hands.

Goodbye Charlie. I will always love and miss you.

"I Hate Everything About You"



Every time we lie awake

After every hit we take

Every feeling that I get

But I haven't missed you yet



Every roommate kept awake

By every sigh and scream we make

All the feelings that I get

But I still don't miss you yet



Only when I stop to think about it



I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you



Every time we lie awake

After every hit we take

Every feeling that I get

But I haven't missed you yet



Only when I stop to think about it



I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

I hate everything about you

Why do I love you



Only when I stop to think

About you, I know

Only when you stop to think

About me, do you know



I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

You hate everything all about me

Why do you love me



I hate

You hate

I hate

You love me



I hate everything about you

Why do I love you

Monday Abunai

Dangerous, threatening

Some submissives like what may appear abunai as it is a type of fetish for them.



Tuesday Damare

Command for be quiet!

When I am not to speak, the word Damare is used.



Wednesday Debshin

Devotion

When I am collared it is because I show my debshin to my Mistress and Master.



Thursday Tyusoi

Powerful, strong

My Mistress and Master both are tyusoi.



Friday Yurusenai

I won't permit it.

Yurusenai is what my Mistress or Master say if i ask to pick up smoking again or doing something harmful in any way.

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life

Trying to make ends meet

You're a slave to money then you die

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

You know the one that takes you to the places

where all the veins meet yeah



No change, I can't change

I can't change, I can't change

But I'm here in my mind

I am here in my mind

But I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mind

No, no, no, no, no, no, no,no,no,no,no,no(fading away)



Well I never pray

But tonight I'm on my knees yeah

I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah

I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now

But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now



No change, I can't change

I can't change, I can't change

But I'm here in my mind

I am here in my mind

And I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mind

No, no, no, no, no, no, no

I can't change

I can't change it



'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life

Trying to make ends meet

Trying to find some money then you die

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

You know the one that takes you to the places

where all the veins meet yeah



You know I can't change, I can't change

I can't change, I can't change

But I'm here in my mind

I am here in my mind

And I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mind

No, no, no, no, no



I can't change my mind

no, no, no, no, no,

I can't change

Can't change my body,

no, no, no



I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

Been down

Ever been down

Ever been down

Ever been down

Ever been down

That you've ever been down

That you've ever been down

"Just Like Jesse James" by CHER



You're struttin' into town like you're slingin' a gun

Just a small town dude with a big city attitude

Honey are ya lookin' for some trouble tonight

Well all right



You think you're so bad, drive the women folk wild

Shoot 'em all down with the flash of your pearly smile

Honey but you met your match tonight

Oh, that's right



You think you'll knock me off my feet 'til I'm flat on the floor

'Til my heart is cryin' Indian and I'm beggin for more

So come on baby

Come on baby show me what that loaded gun is for



[CHORUS]

If you can give it I can take it

'Cause if this heart is gonna break it's gonna take a lot to break it I know tonight

Somebody's gonna win the fight

So if you're so tough

Come on and prove it

You heart is down for the count and you know you're gonna lose it

Tonight you're gonna go down in flames

Just like Jesse James



You're an outlaw lover and I'm after your hide

Well you ain't so strong, won't be long 'til your hands are tied

Tonight I'm gonna take you in dead or alive

That's right



You break the laws of love in the name of desire

Take ten steps back cause I'm ready baby

Aim and fire

Baby there's nowhere you gonna run tonight

Ooh that's right



Well you've had your way with love but it's the end of the day

Now a team of wild horses couldn't drag your heart away

So come on baby

Come on baby

Come on baby you know there ain't nothing left to say



[CHORUS INSTRUMENTAL]



You think you'll knock me off my feet 'til I'm flat on the floor

'Til my heart is cryin' Indian and I'm beggin for more

So come on baby

Come on baby, come on



If you can give it I can take it

'Cause if this heart is gonna break it's gonna take a lot to break it I know tonight

Somebody's gonna win the fight

So if you're so tough

Come on and prove it

You heart is down for the count and you know you're gonna lose it

Tonight you're gonna go down in flames

Just like Jesse James



Tonight you're gonna go down in flames

Just like Jesse James

Tonight you're gonna go down in flames

Just like Jesse James



I'm gonna shoot you down Jesse James