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why no matter what you may or may not do to get through to the next day or try to make a good day out of everything nothing seems to go the way you plan.... that is why i go crazy everyday ...i feel like i have way to much at one time to do and not enough time to get it done in ....i hate having to get up and not able to get everything done in time i really go nuts here and on a daily time frame too... i really need to find help so i do not go out of my mind and go crazy....well till next time i write.... Lady Blackrose

man i love the night and when the sun goes down my day begins...i do not know what all the problem is about being up at night and not in the day time well i know i do not like it and hate the dang sun when it is not out... i like my nights do to i can hunt and just be me and not have to worry about others bothering me and judging me for what ever reason they want to.... i am here till the night comes then o am free to be me and my vampire self... hope all feels the same as i do and loves the night like i do and loves to be free in it .... that is all i like is the night and can do what i want too....hope all like the night like i do....

today i have had one of my hard days trying to sleep and get any rest and it sucks ... i am here still and being who i am and not letting no one get to me...i am here tonight alone and no one but me and my kids here and to just be on the computer sometimes sucks when there is no one on...i try chat rooms but no one that is close to where i am is ever on or is not like me and it sucks... i wish to find other vampires that get on here and just want to chat nothing else...that is why it has been a hard day for me here and i just want it to get better.... i hope that my husband is not out late tonight and that he gets to come in and bring me something to eat i am so hungry now...well i hope my night goes better and i can either sleep a bit or find something to do or talk to some one on here or any of my other chat sites or rooms...well hope all is having a better night than i am and hope mine gets better than it is now... have a good one all....







Lady Blackrose