The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

They say the mind is the strongest prison to try an escape
But what if that's your comfort zone
A place where only u know urself or once taught u did
Know u have reality supposedly according to the human kind
N then theres ...a place completly the opposite from reality
Now
U go back n forth within these realms
Trying to find the best sooding i supposed
The one thats most conterble
Know try combining everything so far with be under
The influence of such and such and this and that
So not only ur trying to face reality but ur running from
Whats not real
Butt then again u dont really know because u are know
Enhanced with substinsce that are giving u a longer
Time frame from one another so by the time u hit reality
Ur bak into something that u were feeling which became
Another different feeling just because u were trying to
Understand the first one and all u really wanted was some
Where to feel in complete control but have gotten no where
Absolutely no where n as i am telling u this im trying to go
From that unreal wonderful feeling that i know is only
Harming myself and everyone around me bak to reality
Where i thought i hated in the first place .... But i rather be there
Cause its the normal thing to do according to others it is called
Human life and functioning
While im stuck trynna be in a cold place thats only destructing me n that my friend is the battle withing my self and my own personal demons