You left me wondering around
No longer do I feel safe and sound
Stumbling on your favorite black skirt
Cant keep in all of this hurt
I loved you so damn much
That now I cry for your touch
That no longer comes my way
No matter how much I beg and pray
Into my bed I crawl alone
It was a week ago since we said goodbye
But your smell still lingers by
It fills my body with such distress
Turning me into a total mess
You didnt think of what you would do to me
All you wanted was to be free
So me being stupid I opened the door
I let you through and cried even more
I closed it shut and heard you leave
Footstep heading away from me
You say that we werent meant to be
How do you dare say that to me
I hold my broken heart in my hand
Trying to keep it together the best I can
But no matter how much glue I use
I still cry and feel alone
For in this prison called my room
I keep memories of me and you
They haunt me every second of the day
I just wish this pain would go away
I gathered all your things today
Put them in a box and hid them away
But I kept something to make me smile
I found it and took it from the pile
A picture of me holding you
A memory of what we used to be
sometimes I cant decide if I love you or hate you
I once believed you could make my dreams come true.
you hurt me so bad but I always stayed thinking it would be worth it.
I told my self all the time to be stong and quit
but im not a quiter, I fight for what I want
and when I no longer want I lookk for what I need, but my lifes in a knot
I need to untie my self from you and move on
the moment you left, you looked back and i was gone.
you thought iI was going to chase you but you were wrong
here's your good bye, live your life cuase its going to be long
let our date rest in its grave
becuase im glad its over and I was brave.
COMMENTS
-