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Okay here it goes, more about the real me...I have many sides and I don't mean as in two faced or anything like that. Sides to me that my closest family & friends don't know about except for a select few that I have let in. But I'm getting ready to let you all in so let's see how you handle it! To most people when they first meet me they call me intimidating but see i don't mean to come off that way I'm just very cautious of the people that come around me because most the time I can't handle negative people the energy that comes from them is very hard to control now I have learned to control it a bit better but it is hard so I would rather avoid it. Some people say they have seen the face of evil well I am here to tell you I have and he went by the name step-father, I had a very brutal childhood to say the least and nothing was ever done to put a stop to his brutal ways. I'm sure some of you that read this will be able to relate and I hate that for you honestly!! But I will enlighten you on how it has affected me, I have trouble with men bet you didn't see that one coming *wink*. Anyway men have been a let down all my life if I were to get close to one then divorce or death would take them from the family so I have just taught myself not to get close to any of them, now don't get me wrong I do enjoy men but only on my terms....And I have a select few on here that I am very honored to have become friends with, I call them gentlemen because I have only met one of those in my life and that was my grandfather who was the most awesome man I have ever had the pleasure of knowing but he is gone now....so moving on, the men that I talk to on a daily basis on this site have really shown me that all men are not the same and you do know who you are :)))).... and for that I thank you, but and unfortunately there is always a but, the ones that try to act like gentlemen at first and then eventually show their true colors, when you talk to me like that you have just given me permission to do what I want with you and i will do it just for my own pure enjoyment and I will enjoy it a lot! So to you gentlemen that want to chat I am very open to it...I love learning new things and about other cultures or just having some laughs but for you that come seeking something else just know that I will use you until I have my fill of you and then be done with you and you will never know which side of me you are going to get which makes it all the more fun.... *smirk* Now I am sure I am going to get opinions or maybe even a you are twisted but I am who I am I don't think I will ever be able to change that so please unless I know you well on here please don't give advice because until you have walked a mile in my shoes you know nothing...now for you that can relate which as I said before I hate that you can but I am here for friendship and maybe we can in some way help one another to look at things in another light....until next time.....Be Well.

Have been going through a lot this past week but it seems to be calming for which I am thankful....I get on here to vent sometimes so don't think that anything I write is aimed at any one person because I am not like that, if I have a problem with someone I would go to them and I would hope they would do the same with me....Thanks, LaDonna :)

Going to tell you a little more about myself, I am a bit different but i'm okay with that some are not but who freakin cares! I can do things some cannot, now does that make me a freak? To some people that's a big ole yes!!! But I like being a freak, no actually I LOVE it!!! And I will spell and punctuate the way I want thank you very much....DO NOT correct me! What I told you on my profile is all true but there is another side to me, a darker side which has gotten me through life....I have been there and done that so don't try to compare please. I don't like being around wimpy whining people take your negative energy somewhere else!! Tonight I am feeling a little on the bad side *grins*... So let's see my likes are, being in control but only in certain area's, get what I'm sayin? haha My dislikes are men with no backbone...if you have no backbone (balls) I will eat you alive! And as far as women go...well we will get to that another time and no it's not what you think lol....I am just in the mood to vent so i am doing it!! If you don't like what you are reading then leave my journal...turn back...don't comment, just go think long and hard why something someone types that you don't even know would upset you so bad! Until another mood swing goodnight my loves!! ;)

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LaDonna
17:13 Nov 21 2013

Needed to vent last night but I am cool today!!

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Be Careful who you choose to be friends with, people may act like they are good people when all along their hiding what they truly are....A family member had to learn that the hard way. A 55 year old man who is nice to everybody was stabbed last night because he trusted the wrong person whom he thought was his friend but the so called friend pretty much tried to kill him last night because he was all jacked up on drugs, I never understood and never will why someone would want to do drugs that will turn you into a psychopath, he will get his for what he did he is in jail but karma will take even better care of him!!

Going to fight something alone tonight, I am not scared of it, it is actually pissing me off. It is very aggressive and wants only me so tonight it will have what it want's me ALONE! So let's see what this thing has because I will not back down!!!

something very aggressive is on me tonight and I am having trouble controlling it....just sayin!

something not so nice has attached itself to me and I can feel it's evilness....Should it be normal that it makes me feel good? I will fight this thing! Send good energy my way....

went and did what we had to do last night, the spirit was drawn to me for some reason and would not leave me. He tried to attach himself to me but I told him he could not go home with me. He was a good spirit but very attached to me, hope I helped him in some way.....haven't heard the evp yet so we will see what he had to say!

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TaNgLeDwEb
17:21 Nov 12 2013

I think Billy caught a light burst on film last night. Still have to play it on the laptop to make sure. But we watched some of it in the car and there is deff something there! oh and I can't send anymore message today so I can't answer you back for a bit! xoxo

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If you rate me I will rate you and it will be an equal rate, whatever you give me I will give in return no matter what I think of your profile. My profile is an expression of me but it is not me!! Get to know me first and then it may be different.....I am straight forward and do not hold back, you ask me a question you will receive the truth!!

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VvvVampireKisses
15:56 Nov 13 2013

Beware of the evil rate monkeys haha.. they are the keyboard warriors of the site and those that rate you low feel all mighty powerful haha..

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Rebeccalyne
08:38 Nov 18 2013

I think you are very swell you speak your mind and are not affraid of the evil you don't want, u are inspiring would love to talk.

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A few of my family members are different than others sooo we thought when we found this site finally somewhere we might be excepted....but no that did not happen! My niece made her profile yesterday and was going to become a PM today but she ended up suspended for some crazy stuff that is not true. 1. Too many messages which all she was doing was answering the people whom were messaging her and 2. More than one membership which she hadn't even got to pay for the one she made yesterday!!! So I guess it is true we just don't belong anywhere!!!!!!

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LaDonna
17:12 Nov 21 2013

By the way everything worked out, I just get worked up over the craziest things haha...

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Going out tonight to care of some paranormal business....when your born with it you might as well use it. I don't honestly know what I would do without my gifts so should be interesting tonight, wish us luck! :)

having a very active night and I will just leave it at that!!

Hope everyone is having a good morning or evening, I am trying to recuperate from last night but luckily I found someone to talk to on here that helped me feel a lot better.

Have been awaken again tonight by something but this time it feels as though it is trying to warn me of something, it's left to me to figure that out....(sigh).

Just feel like getting in my car and leaving and never looking back! Anybody else ever feel that way?

I don't know about anyone else but the after affects of the solar eclipse has been rough, it was a hybrid eclipse under a Scorpio so the energy from it can go good or completely bad....so if you are feeling jealousy, envy, anger or any other negative energy you are letting it get to you, fight the bad and take in the good because that is what i am trying to do in my home with resistance!

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pheonixflower4x4
00:07 Nov 06 2013

I had wondered why I was wanting to burn more dragonsblood and lilac

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Have had a rough couple of day's something seems to be draining me of my energy but I have been sent the help i have needed and hopefully it will cease....for now!

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Kitra
13:37 Nov 05 2013

shield by thinking of yourself in a purple bubble for a while.

it wards off any form of vampirism or anything else draining as well. ;)

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Decided to have a few glasses of wine and try and slow my thought's a bit, we will see if it works.

Another thing about me is I hardly ever sleep, I might get lucky and get 2 hours a night. When you can see and hear things like I do it makes it very hard to sleep.

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eyestothesoul
00:41 Nov 03 2013

I know what you mean.

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