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They say life is simple. You are born and then you die. That everything in the middle consists of choices and actions and then reactions. Humans, being the finite meat sacks that they are, have more questions than answers. When will I die? How will I die? Why did I do that? What do I do next? Who will love me? Who will hurt me? What is my purpose? Why did he do that? Why did she do that? Why did they do that? Why did it do that? On and on and on. But I say that it is ok not to have all the answers all the time. Life would be pretty boring if you did. So go ahead and make your choices and prepare for the worst while hoping for the best. You’re only human are you not?

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Love

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Sex

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Magick

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Lust

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Blood

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Beauty

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Fun

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Pain

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Love

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Hunger

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Desire

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Serenity

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Courage

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Wisdom

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Angel

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Vampire

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am Enigma

I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me

Who am I you ask? I am ME!

A writing I enjoyed reading while googling the topic of Love Being A Choice. It was posted on June 29, 2009, by someone named Candice who I suppose reconnected with an Ex-Boyfriend...why? Who cares, her choice!



Love is a choice you make every day of your life. In fact, what you think you feel is actually something you choose to feel. You make a choice to feel a certain way or not. That’s how you choose to control your emotions. This is true in most areas of life. In choosing to feel love, you need to choose sensibly because falling in love is not something you choose not to feel after a relationship went downhill. Love is a choice, an ongoing and a conscious choice, you make each and every day of your life.



Love is a choice. And you can never confuse “love” with the feeling of being “in love.” This is one of the most important lesson you can ever get in the midst of being and staying in love. I’m sure you, just like me, those who have experienced to be loved and lost a love, can all attest to that. Here’s an excerpt from the novel “Midwinter Turns to Spring,” on the subject of love being a choice:





“Love is not just a feeling. It’s a choice, a commitment, a way of behaving toward another. Love is not simply an event that happens to you. Rather, love is something you choose to do. The state of being in love is simply a prelude to love. But most people make the mistake of thinking they’re one and the same thing. We are all given circumstances by which we can exercise the choice to love. That’s the thunderbolt that God supplies. It’s that instant attraction to another person, those warm, fuzzy feelings, that fever akin to drunkenness or madness that causes you to know that you’re in love. But it’s what you choose to do after that thunderbolt has passed that matters. You choose whether you’re going to continue loving the other person after the drunkenness has dissipated, after the frills of romance have fallen away. You choose whether you’re going to continue to seek the best interests of the other person, and care about him or her through any and all circumstances — and for how long. Love is a conscious choice.”



Love is a choice. When you wake up in the morning and think about the one you love, you say to yourself “I choose to love this person today and every day of my life,” regardless of his imperfections. In a relationship that isn’t working, you choose to put an end to it. After that, given an ample time to recover, you also choose to get involved with someone who’s like-minded. At the beginning of a potential great relationship you make a choice to spend time to that person to have a glimpse of what can develop. You celebrate the fact that once again, you get to love a person and get to be loved the same way in return.



Many people believe that love is something that simply occurs and happens unexpectedly. But as the relationship grows, the definition of love also grows. Love is both a noun and a verb. The noun part is the feeling you have when you think about the person first thing in the morning, ’till the end of the day. The verb part is the actions you take for feeling that way. Your love for someone should be action oriented and consistent, in order for love to stay after many years together.



Many people allows romantic love, or feelings, to become the basis for relationship and happiness. But this kind of foundation is more likely to be unsturdy because you or your partner will later on seek new emotional highs as time goes by. A relationship based on just feelings and emotions are fickle, more so the circumstances that give rise to them. Love is a choice, it isn’t born but made.



I have once lost my love and during those tough times of my relationship, I have managed to make a choice. I’ve made a choice to get him back and stay with him. The choice that I still rejoice until now. Love is true when you get to choose one person above all, and you get to celebrate that choice for as long as you live. That’s the personal adage I and my partner live by everyday.



There will always be times you feel you love your partner less today than yesterday. There will be times you could feel loved, and other times you don’t. You may also meet someone you think more ideal than the other. When these happen, would you still love him? Love is a choice. Isn’t it more empowering way to love and be loved?



Love is a choice. It’s either you let that love happen or move on without even letting a feeling of love to occur. When making a choice, sometimes you feel you just have to grab it because after all you deserve it. Other times you feel you need to put another’s needs before your own. Love is a choice… a choice to take action.

Her soul matches my own...I can see her love. I went to visit her. We spent the weekend together. Heaven can be made on Earth.

Candy: Now and Later



Reason: Sexy candy. Hard Now...Soft Later *Wink*



Candy: Hot Tamales



Reason: Bold & Daring Taste.

He’s been searching for sooo long. He’s so tired. Is she even on this planet? Maybe in this form, she wouldn’t even recognize him. Their names were stamped on each others soul since creation. They will be together again he tells himself. If this wasn’t true, then why does his heart yet beat? Why does sleep release him only for him to be thrust back into this reality? He senses her in his dreams sometimes. So sleep becomes his comfort. He is told that he is missing out on the real world waiting for a ghost, but when two souls are searching for each other…the real world matters little. They both will continue to suffer until joined together once more. A cruel joke fate plays on the two lovers. Always having to go through life times searching for the other. Not knowing if they are crazy or not, but feeling an emptiness…a void…something is missing. They try to love others, but destiny can’t be fooled or denied. All he knows is that in each life time he had to be some sort of warrior. Most likely a King or Knight. He is drawn to swords, knives, the military, martial arts; all things war like and never knew why. He knows she’s out there. He screams her name to the heavens each night. Can You Hear Me? He wonders…has her love for tattoos kicked in yet?

She is beautiful beyond words, but that is her curse and not a blessing she now feels. She is haunted by the choice(s) made in her past. She has hurt someone who loved her more than life itself. The attraction she sees in men towards her…the pure lust and desire she brings about in men for her is nothing new to her, but she vowed to belong to only one man. However, life seemed too long and the power she wields warped her judgment. One night out of anger…one night of weakness changed her life forever. Just one time she decided to taste the forbidden fruit. To eat from a treat that was not her own. But what is done in the dark will always come to light and will always come with a price. Now she can never return to him. She can never right her wrong. She can never turn back the hands of time and make the right choice(s). Stay on the right path. Care and protect the heart that was freely placed in her care. So she tortures herself. Hates herself. Ensures she never finds happiness or love with any man again. She feels unworthy. She lives for retribution. She becomes what she feels is her true destiny. She becomes the bringer of pain, sorrow and regret. Her gift of beauty she uses to satisfy her own lust knowing that true love is no longer an option for her. She is in a hell made by her own free will. Hidden from her is the truth that maybe she was used as a tool by a higher power to punish or make that soul stronger. That man was never meant for her for this life time. What she did, although very wrong, may have served two purposes. One, to punish a wrong the man did in his past or past life time or to bring him through something that would only make him stronger. Two, to strip away the pride that had built up in her and teach her humility and teach her the price of not caring for the heart of her true Soul Mate when he presents himself during her time of suffering. But she must be strong enough to forgive herself and truly make up for her wrong by loving better in the future. She must believe that redemption is possible. She wonders if she will have the strength to break free from the hell she's built for herself. He’s waiting for her to be brave enough to love again.

~ Better to have loved & lost than to have never loved at all.

~ I ♥ Women. They are walking miracles.

~ I ♥ Women with Dimples...Sexy!

~ I ♥ Women with Long Hair...Sexy!

~ I ♥ Women with Tramp Stamp tattoos...Hot!

~ I ♥ Goth Girls.

~ I ♥ Vampire's clubs.

~ I ♥ Peanut Butter Cookies without the nuts.

~ I ♥ Gothic & fantasy art.

~ I ♥ HGTV House Hunters series.

~ I ♥ The Serenity Prayer.

~ I don't care how HOT you think you are, stop treating people like SHIT!

~ Don't Give me Updates About My Ex, We're Not Together Anymore....so idgaf!

~ Re-Elect President Barack Obama in 2012.

~ I HATE FLYS!!!

~ I want to be in a relationship with someone that actually CARES about me!

~ It's not called being WHIPPED!!...ITS CALLED BEING FAITHFUL!!!

~ I am who I am, accept me, reject me, but I'm still me!

~ Why cheat? If your not happy, just leave!

~ People Change, Things Go Wrong, Just Remember Life Goes On.

~ If you say you love someone, dont cheat on them.

~ I Don't Do Drugs.

~ I Don't Smoke!

~ I hate beer!!

~ It's too late. I say it's too late to apologize.

~ Stop worrying about what other people think...

~ If she wants to leave....HELP HER PACK!!