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Why I Hate What My Life has Become
17:36 Jul 26 2010
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You know...I used to be a very independent woman: had my own job; my own car; my own place. I managed to work full time, make the meals, do the laundry, take care of the kids, do all the housework.



Now? I'm stuck in a country where I can't work. I can't have my car because the husband needs it to go to work. I'm here alone with no friends and nothing but kids to keep me company. It's the summer time. I can't take them anywhere or do anything. I just stay stuck in this fucking house. Don't get me wrong..I love my house. I love my kids. But I think we all deserve a tad better.



And now? I can't even leave my house to WALK to a store because of the damned dog. Can't take him with me because he can't walk on a leash and doesn't listen to me. Can't leave him in the house because he'll attempt to kill the cat a second time. Can't leave him outside because of his non-stop barking and ability to jump the fence.



So...to recap: I sit home like a welfare bunny with no way of changing that status...no way of getting out...no friends...



My life has become an endless stream of laundry, housework, babysitting (all the neighbourhood kids spend about 100 hours a week here..if not more!)



And JOY! As I write this?? The kids came in with the same fucking kid that I am expected to feed, clothe, wash his clothes, give them money...and yes...even provide them with TOILET paper!



Because?? I just can't say NO to the damned kid. His parents are fucking losers...and the kid is turning out the exact same way. Expectations when you're white trash are really high, huh?



My kid deserves a laptop...but I shouldn't have to work for it. My kid deserves to have clean clothes...but I shouldn't have to wash them. My kid deserves clothing and toys and food and everything. But should I get a job?? Fuck, NO! You can't force me to work. YOU should work! YOU should pay off my medical, my food..because we're poor! And that's discrimination! And while you're at it...working and paying taxes for my food stamps...can you buy them off me at .50 on the dollar?? So I can buy a bag of weed, cigarettes and beer?? Thanks. Just because I'm poor doesn't mean I don't deserve the best in life. That wouldn't be FAIR.



ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGH



And? Day 4 of a migraine :(

Liars and Other Losers.....
06:02 Jul 06 2010
Times Read: 642




I wonder what the great joy is in being a known liar? Once found out, you'd think someone would be so embarrassed, they'd never do it again.



But what about those who just continually lie? Is it pathological? Or do they really just not care about the people they're lying to? Or do they feel that what they do is reasonable and so lie so that society (or friends, family, co-workers, etc) don't need to pass judgment or tell them "NO!"



I suppose that liars, cheaters, etc do what they do because they are manipulative, infantile people. They want what they want, when they want it and with who they want it...so they simply cannot stand to have to actually work for something. Philanderers get some sort of thrill out of being able to attract people yet never seem to want a commitment with anyone but the person they're actually cheating on. I mean..WTF?



I hate liars. I hate cheaters. Seriously....