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Sucide in mind
16:59 May 29 2006
Times Read: 541

Suicide in mind

Hanging in a tree and gliding

my life is splitting

Just deviding

Can i ever leave this place?

My life isnt steady its at a fast pace

With all my misery and hate

and with that the rope will break

My mind cant do this anymore

Im lying here stiff on the floor

My bodies cold, my arms hurt

I should end my life just like Kurt

for some odd reason i just cant see..

why you cant se me

the way i am

will not change

the rest of my life is out of range

I cant seem to breath

so now im dead...

no more can change....

my life just now ended..

with suicide in mind

Children Of the Moon
16:31 May 20 2006
Times Read: 547

Waiting screams - echoing in world, howls,

our voices in darkness so complete, howls,

stars bring some pale light, echoing howls...



Soon our reason of being ascends to the sky,

staring, waiting, soon our moon will fly...



It will raise soon, then we howl for the moon,

still, for some unlucky, it will bring the doom...



In the sky, moon as full as only it can be,

in down here, it's children, us, it see...



Outside us, hairs are growing,

howling to the sky, moon is our mother,

inside us, hunger is growing,

howling to the sky, moon is our father...



We see our parents grow, wither and die,

we see cycle of the life, it happens on the sky...



We are beasts of the doom,

we are children of the moon...

Decision
16:30 May 20 2006
Times Read: 548

With nice little twist,

I slit my wrist...



Not waiting life to kill,

rather my own blood I spill...



It's my own choice, I have no fears,

only pain, in eyes some unshed tears...



On the floor, blood making stains,

slowly releasing me from my pains...



Bloody stains, stains like in my soul,

caused by all the pain, this life so foul...



Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done,

staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone...



Soon I'm released, free from this pain,

suffering and life, it was all just in vain...



Thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death,

farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath...

Dance
02:10 May 19 2006
Times Read: 549

Walk on the floor

Your body begins to move

the motions ruled by the beat

Muscles bunch, flex, extend

You've got it now

Drums dominate the pleasure principle

Sexual sensations on the floor

Men preen, women swoon

Boom

boom

Dance



Hips touch, sparks fly

Slide, bumb, grind

Tease, flaunt, twist, whirl

Then you pause to watch the girl

move like desire

What she wants

every boy gets

Smile, wink, buy her a drink

small talk, long walk

Boom

boom

Dance



The beat - your pulse

Passion blinds

The music is gone

The beat still on your mind

Like she is on your - bump and grind

The beat changes

The scene the same

you know the rules

You play the game

Boom boom

Dance

The Witch
01:22 May 07 2006
Times Read: 560

You have been dabbling in black magic



Your ending will be tragic



You will be burnt at the stake



Make no mistake



No chance of redemption



No divine intervention



You have been practicing the black arts



That is where your downfall starts



You have been condemned as a witch



The onlookers will watch you twitch



You will be consumed by fire



On your funeral pyre



You are going to Hell



You have cast your last spell



To your utter consternation



You face eternal damnation

Night of Silent Contemplation
01:09 May 07 2006
Times Read: 561

The pills and razor blade rest at my side



This is not the end but the beginning



I have had my low points



I have taken a few pills in the past



Only to obliterate the world from my mind



A few moments of peace



Before everything comes crashing down



Disjointed memories of an ambulance and a hospital



Drifting in and out of consciousness



How in God’s name has it come to this?



I reached out to so many souls



But they were too busy living their own lives



Moments of enlightenment followed by days of depression



But that was the past



Today is the dawning of a new reality



I have taken all that this world can throw at me



The pills and razor blade still rest at my side



But they are not going to see any action tonight



It is a night of silent contemplation



I put everything back in their proper place



This world can be a better place



I will fight on a little longer



The pills and razor blade will always be there



My silent friends who lead me into darkness



I am ready to stare into the light



At least for one more day

The Sorcerer
01:06 May 07 2006
Times Read: 562

The Sorcerer cast his spell



And raises the demons from hell



Trouble is brewing



It will make shocking viewing



The sky will turn black



There is no going back



The city will be thrown into turmoil



There will be nothing left to spoil



Nothing but ruins and bricks



That’s what becomes of devilish tricks



Beware when calling on the Dark Lord



Be sure that you agree a price you can afford



There is no point in taking a leading role



If you have to give up your soul



A member of the living dead



You should have turned to the Good Lord instead



Pray for salvation



Or else face damnation

Tale of a Gothic Princess
01:06 May 07 2006
Times Read: 563

Princess Dominica looked so beautiful



All dressed in black



With white make-up and dark purple lips



She sat on the throne so full of majesty



The onlookers were dazzled by her beauty



And worshipped the ground she walked upon



The King was not well



And expected to die soon



And the Queen had died long ago



So the young princess would soon rule the Kingdom



Everyone was impressed with her intelligence and grace



She carried out her duties without question or complaint



And she would always greet new visitors with a smile



Once the audience was over she would return to her rooms



In the privacy of her own room she would cut her wrists



And let the blood pour into a bowl



She would force food down her throat until she could eat no more



Then she would go to the lady’s room and be violently sick



Underneath all her garments she was painfully thin



She felt so much pressure to be beautiful



She had many suitors but none that she loved



A stranger from abroad arrived one day



And stole her heart



But he was not a suitable match for a princess



A handsome sailor of common stock



She pleaded with her father to let her marry



But he doggedly refused her request



One night she took the blade



And slit both her wrists



Not a cry for attention



But an attempt to take her life



Living was a torment to her



The expectations too high



The rewards lacking in true value



Her dead body was found the next morning



And all the towns folk mourned her death



The beautiful princess had departed this land



And headed off above the clouds



To find a happier resting place



A traditional Gothic funeral was held



To celebrate her life



Many fine words were said



And then her body was buried



Under a thousand red roses



Her Cousin Isabella was now next in line



And took over the royal duties



A heavy burden for a fifteen year old to deal with



“So many souls are sacrificed on the road to glory”

City of Dreams
01:01 May 07 2006
Times Read: 564

There was a man of many great talents



A poet, an artist, an intellectual



He had read many books



And was certain of his superiority over others



He wrote many great pieces of verse



And fabulous paintings



That inspired all of his peers



There was a great output of inspirational poetry



And paintings of vivid colours and meanings



The city was alive with excitement and activity



This great man of learning observed all around him



And became somewhat disenchanted



He posted a letter in the local newspaper



Accusing his contemporaries of copying his style



And of stealing his ideas



Many letters were posted in the newspaper in response



"We admired your work and felt the power of creativity"



"Why do you criticise us for trying to improve ourselves?"



The debate continued in the newspaper



But it became more and more vindictive



And helped to undermine the peace of the city



Everybody became disenchanted and they started to leave the city



A brief spell of brilliant creativity



Was followed by a gradual decline



The other artists found pastures new



And lived happy and prosperous lives



But the city died

Curse of the Succubus
01:00 May 07 2006
Times Read: 565

Soft, white flesh

I long to caress

I smell the life within her

An unnatural fire ignites my veins



Ruby red lips form my name

Seductively and with passion

The sound of her heart throbs in my mind

Deep down I am sickened, but the urge is so strong



Damn me sweet whore

Take me to the depths from whence you came

How I can live with death?

How can I live without?



I hold your lithe form in trembling arms

You writhe like a goddess of love

And invite me to partake

In lust, condemned and damned



In your eyes I see promise

In your curves I feel promise

I am spellbound and moonstruck

I go in for the feast



A cry of both pain and pleasure

Rents the night air

Blood, sweet lifeblood I drink greedily

Draining your beauteous form, darkening my soul



I indulge like a glutton

Until a pale corpse lies before me

Though sated, my spirit shrivels

And I cry undead tears



Through the wracking sobs I hear

The laughing…

The taunting…

The Succubus forever delighting in her game

The Succubus' Prayer
00:59 May 07 2006
Times Read: 566






I want to say I'm happy, but these tears suggest otherwise.

I want to touch the sun, but I think I'll burn inside.

I want to reach the heavens, but all I have is hell.

I think that I am insane, and that I will never be well.



A placid smile across my face, too pretty for you to be stern.

A hollow cavern in its place, can you even discern?

A wicked day that I foretell, when this is future past.

A time when no one will care, and I can die at last.



Tell me all your secrets, conceed to me your sins.

Tell me what you want from me, fall prey to my concealed whim.

Be submissive to my onyx eyes, seduced by every single taunt.

Be wary of the beast inside, and with my voice I'll haunt.



Don't think that I will fall away, nor that I will give in.

Even though sometimes I whisper that my will to live grows thin.

Patience is the key in this, though I will not tell you why.

Just know that I am here right now, but I will leave if you cry.



Cold and hated deep inside, tortured without a cause.

Ridden of my hopes and dreams, taunted without pause.

A demon to man's desire, a wicked succubus.

I am the holder of your wishes, I am the keeper of your lust.



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Through my eyes be mesmerized,

And through my fears you'll see.

Through my thoughts you're realized,

And only then live eternally.