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One Way Passion
19:13 Mar 09 2005
Times Read: 641








You are truly my best friend indeed.

You are always there when I’m in need.

You soothing voice reminds me of the gentle whispers of the wind, and for you my will, will never cease to bend. In your eyes I seem to be lost upon a short gaze. Then the gaze turns into a stare and I am lost in some sort of mind twisting maze. There are nights you’re on my mind while I dream. About such things such as if we were soul mates we’d make the perfect team. For you I’d throw my pride. When with you, behind this wall I’ll no longer hide. To you my heart I some what poured out. For you my love is true, no doubt. This I hope you know is sincere. It is stronger than my worst fear. Your smile seems to fix every problem. Doesn’t matter if the conflict is with her or him. You are a person I wanna be more like. Someone who always knows what to say and do and it be right. They say love is the the strongest bond two people can share. But for me losing our friendship would be the one thing I can’t bare. I know at times I can be childish this is true. And that, I’ll change just for you. That was how with life I’d try to deal. But now I gotta find a new way of fun to steal.

Though I’m not your Romeo you’re my Juliet. Over me don’t you ever fret. As long as you're happy I received the consolation. We are the best of friends and that seems to be the most of our relation. For you my love will always be more. To me you can never be a bore. For even when you sleep, your beauty my eyes will keep. Like the beautiful rose you drew, your beauty will never wilt nor be through. Your name will one day be in my back. With it there in permanent ink my body with beauty will never again lack. A reason being, your name is the most enchanting sound, and it alone keeps beauty bound. Every day with love for you my heart grows. How much I care for you no one knows.

Brotherly love
20:24 Mar 02 2005
Times Read: 646

Three lonely tears fall from your eye! By your hands you’ve caused three men to die. You sit in your new home and think. You’ll sit and stare without a single blink. You were a player here on the streets. Now you’re lock up with psychotic freaks. You’ll always be my brother, only cause we share the same mother. They say that blood suns thicker than water, but when I think of the hell you put me threw my tempature gets hotter. You’re behind bars all day thinking of words that’ll manipulate and get your way. You don’t realize how much you hurt people, mostly mom. You make impossible for us to think of you and remain calm. If you could only see all who cares. You have so many peoples love and prayers. I try and look back at old memories, what do I find? Only negative memories come to mind. Memories of you beating me, wondering when from fear I’d be free. From my shadow I would run, hoping your beating were done. When you left the penatentry I gave you the benefit of the doubt. Promises came running from your mouth and about. But it wasn’t long before the beatings came back. And you started again, on my body your knuckles would crack. Now your back in jail, and once again there is no bail. When the beatings returned I said my brotherly love was threw. But it wasn’t cause deep down I knew! I’ll stick by your side till death, and I’ll love you even after I take my last breath.

No Piece!
20:22 Mar 02 2005
Times Read: 647

It’s from my busted knuckles that I bleed. It’s only love and affection I need. All I ask for is respect but instead all I receive is disrespect. Maybe I was right I am undeserving of love. People can only backbite, in this world there is no sing of a dove. There are times more than not, I believe the ultimate reward is death and by this though I remain cought! Most of the time I wanna just die. This I rather do than give them the satisfaction of seeing me cry. Life sucks as time will tell, it is nothing more than a living hell. These are just times I know I’m feeling down, these are time can do nothing but sit and frown. Looking up while sitting as far as the rocks, focusing on the injured ready to strike, you circle me like a group of hawks. I may be flat on my back, but I won’t just lie when you attack. I won’t go out without a fight; even if I know my time to die is tonight.

Desired Beauty
20:21 Mar 02 2005
Times Read: 648

Beauty is a gift that has been given unto you, and your face will always seem new. Though true beauty comes from inside, yours shines threw and refuses to hide. As your face remains in my mind, it puts these words in my head all in a bind! Though you my heart will desire, it grow like an unstoppable fire. Such a beauty is blinding, it forces all things into hiding! You deserve better than anything in this world you will see. Just be yourself that’s all you need to be. In my sight you can do no ill, even if it is a against my will. And if at any time you wanna wrap you arms around me, then please my desired beauty feel free!

Daddy, daddy, why daddy, why?
20:18 Mar 02 2005
Times Read: 650




Dad here’s some questions I can’t seem to think threw. And dad I’ve got some questions just for you! Now that you’re dead do you miss me? Why can’t your death just leave me be? Why were you happy and peaceful at the end? Towards me why didn’t you allow your will to bend? Daddy, daddy why, daddy why? Why did I live and you believe in god and Jesus, if they are so merciful then why did they allow you to leave us? For you I cared and cried. A cave I wanna find so I can run and hide. The pain is getting too much to bear. Thoughts of your death contributes to me just not wanting to care. Daddy, daddy why, daddy why? Once again I ask “Daddy , daddy, why daddy why did you have to die?”