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I wonder how much further I can fall?.. Ive fallen so far from what I used to be. More bad news came today, to no surprise to me! 8 days. 8 days until were back were we started.. homeless and looking for a place to rest our tired heads... I dont get it! My family works hard for what we have! And yet we always end up falling deeper and deeper into this hole! Why does it seem like we're damned? Like whatever god there is looking down on us doesnt want us to succeed.

We also almost lost everything in our storage today as well. If it werent for my Aunt we would have lost everything in one foul swoop!.. I feel like curling up in a ball and dieing. Just another lovely day in the life of Krowe...lucky me!

Yah today sux... just like every other day the is in the fuckin life.. My head is killing me I havent eaten in like three days... Im paler then I have ever tried to be in my life and my skin is cold to the touch.. my eyes feel like there bulging out of my head and the circles around them make me look like a racoon.. Im so tired of being in this house.. but im stuck watching my niece.. because her mother never gets to go out.. but shes out the fuckin door ever chance she gets.. And she wonders why my niece calls me mom.. I have the worst case of caben fever its not funny and Im depressed out my mind.. i feel like people r forgeting about me... the friends i worked so hard to get have forgoten bout me.. how? I mean i have a few that r still in contact with me, AND they are my closest friends by I had this huge network of friends.. now its down to like 3 or 4... I guess i shouldnt complane but it doesnt help when there so far way! I never get to see them and the time we do get to spend together is short and quickly gone.. anyway i just need to vent...