Today while I was messing around with effects makeup I realized something. This is another one of my fronts. Just like the one I've been using since I was 9. The tough kid with the "don't fuck with me" vibe. My mom has me doing this self esteem thing. It basically picks you apart and then she looks at it and makes a bunch of comments. I had to pick three things that I thought best described my personality. I chose creative, (something else. WHOOPS) and tough. She said it sounded like a front. Well no shit (I didn't say that to her) I've been criticized my whole life over my little quirky tendencies. To the point where I am always thinking about what I'm doing. If I'm doing something that will result in me getting shit for it. I know that it's not healthy or whatever but it's something that most likely will never change.
I'm just writing because I'm getting a feel for this. Hence the title. You don't really have to read this. Basically I'm just going to talk a bunch of nonsense for a while and then buzz off to do other things on here.
Um so ok I'm suddenly very awkward. Great. Uh I have no flipping clue what to say really. I'm very new to all this do of I sound like a retard it's because I don't know what the hell I'm doing. Bare with me.
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