Locked in a dark room
Looking out the window
that now has those bars
wood nailed up over so all I can see is bits and pieces.
I look and I see him kissing her.
why am I locked up and unanble to love?
Why am I so locked and hated as my life came to be? When all I did was try to love him...
He watched and laughed with all the rest
I see now that I am not worth anyones time.
I hit the ground and cry and wish I was never born. I grab the nearest sharpest tool...
I slice deep into the fractions of my wrists watching the blood poor. I walk around the school with eyes lost looking but am I? I guess I am a lost cause but I also keep my head down.
My heart hurting, my soul percing the skys as my personalities take over making sure I am not hurt the way most want me to.
Deep cuts reside on my wrist no matter what day it may be
Though they dont care if I disapear now that I am alone I belong no where. not with a single soul that I thought I could love. But I guess not I am another shadow to those whom now hate me.
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