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To you: I do love you even though i shouldn't. and i will still be there to help you through what's going on, even the troubles with your girlfriend i will help you work out. It's just how i am...

You told me from the start that we would never be anything, "friends with benefits maybe" and yet i let myself be fooled. When you told me you loved me i believed. And i assumed when you didn't mention her anymore.

You told me i could talk to you about anyhting. And what i told you had also happened to you. So why is it, that when i told you it was killing me to think about, that you turned your back and walked away as you said "if i didn't hav a girlfriend" for the first time in weeks?

And even though i know now you could never love me, my heart still jumps at your ringtone, your picture telling me "this person has sent you a message."

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You showed up tonight saying you needed me(like you always say) and i helped you yet again. It took all my strenght not to say "what about your girlfriend" but i did it.

So then i met and old friend, and he suddenly made it better and suddenly i'm over you... is that wrong? I mean, i knew we couldn't be but him and i can. So it makes sense right? that now i'm "with him"?

Yet i wonder, will it hurt you to know?