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guess what pplz?!?!

my poem is goin to be in the wildcat express so if u get one of those then check it out !

the assoignment was to do one bout being urself and sll this other crap and mine is called 'My Materialistic Wordl" and if u dont get a wildcat express then in a couple weeks wen i get ti back ill put it on here ok?



love u all *hugz*

Kinko

tonight the moon is 90% full, what a lovely sight! lol but hey track started monday and today was my 4th day of it bc we didnt have ne practice tuesday bc coach pro had a meeting. welp, today we found out what we we're goin to be and im a sprinter!! (which is awesome!) altho cassie sarah and lowie r all distnce, i think ill live, ill go make new frinds sum where at our lovely track meets! itll be grand! lol (altho i doubt ill find ne one "my type" im still lookin ne ways) who knows, i mean hey im in it rnt i? lol but yeah nm has been happening this week. jessica wrote me a note first hour and was tellin ppl how mad she was at me bc i was and i quote "all over kord" and all this other crap and so she wasw goin to write me anote bout it, so wen i was walking wit drew in the hall im like u ahve a note 4 me? and he gives it to me, welp i read it and all it said was a bunch of dunb shit bout why rnt we friends ne more and its hard not to tlk to me in the halls and all this DA crap, at first i was all pissed off but then i couldnt help but laugh at the stupid btch! she hates me yet she writes me notes wanting to be friends, how sad is that?!?! she needs to grow sum balls!!! she didnt even give it to me and she had drew give it to me wen she wasnt around! welp, needless to say all i did was stick it in my s/s book and never looked or thot bout it again! and another point, im NOT all over kord, so what if ive been talking to him lately?! im just glad we rnt fighting ne more, ugh life is better wen its not being ruined by ppl!! lmao! but yeah umm thats bout it for now i guess, laterz vamps! much love!



(i finally made it to the second level and im planing to make it to the third b4 this week end is over even tho i really need to run this week end or monday's gunna be killer)



always anf 4 ever,

Kinko

ok, so today was a considerably good day, considering the other days ive encountered! as u all may see im finally a mosquito! (second level) im so happy =) lol...hmm lets see today i got to show ppl my new dued hair altho very lil noticed bc cassies is way darker then it use to be, so yeah, but o well! (i did it for me not them) lol. but yeah then i had track practice and i didnt have my physical so i decided just to run and not tell him, welp we go and we run around the gym like 5 times, then we strech, then we did agilities, then we did more agilities, then we started running, and i had been running for bout 4 or 5 minutes wen he stopped me and he i like do u ahve a physical? and im like ummmm no, and he like freaks out on me and he is like whoa STOP! go set down, u shouldnt have even been thru this much! so i had to go set down for like 7 more minutes which sucked so much ass!! but its all good bc tomorrow my dad is taking me outta skool to go get it! so ill be able to run tomorrow YES! =)then my dad picked me up, & we listened to lady lumps on the way home lmao! and then my mom cums home and i tan and blah blah blah! but yeah colt wnats em to go out wit this dude name canaan, and im like wtf? y? and he is like "bc he is kinky" "i thru him on the ground and kord hit him wit a whip" and im setting there like ummm ok? waiting 4 him to get to the point! lol and then he says "welp i was tryin to think of sum one he could date bc he has gr8 personality bc he cuts, burns, and is kinky, and i was tryin to think of sum one and ur name was the first that popped in my head!" and im like umm glad ur thinking of me but NO! and he is like y? and i go umm love the fact that he is kinky but i dont want a bf. and 4 sum reason he didnt buy that 8-) so he goes "is there even a chance?" and im like kinda bc he is kinky but its too small to count! then i todl drew he had almost been replaced bc of colt..and drew like huh? why/ and im like i almost found another kinky bastard! and he is like what do i ahve to do to redeam myself? lmao it was a gr8 convo! he he then i took off my hoofie and i guess pplz thot my boobs were showing too much or sumthing so drew gave me his hoodie (thanx licko!) so i wore a bad to the bone hoodie 4 the rest of the day! then me drew and megan had a convo bout how big ym boobs were. usually im uncortable talking bout sumthing as wierd as that but that was just a funny convo...and oh yes drew? science was funny as hell!! (dont ask pplz) lol but yeah thats bout it for now! love yaz vampz!



in love and death,

Kinko

ok so friday i woke up and went to the hair salon wit my mom so she could get her hair done and OMG have u ever noticed how bouncy and preppy those pplz are? like holy shit! but ne ways, then we go to wally world and im in a pissy mood bc i dont like waering black around my rents bc my dad mouths me about it and its just annoying so i dont do it, its just not worth it, so im wearing pink, welp we r walking round wally world and im all pissed off and i d k why, welp i see sam and we exhcage looks we stick our toungues out at each other, dont ask, its what we do! ha ha but yeah so i realize im mad bc i ahve to chnage wen i cum home just to feel included in the fanils love, how sad right? so im like screwnit so i came home and chnaged into sumthing black, and i was happy for the rest fo the day! then cassie calls wnating me to cum over so i do, i get over there and we chat and laugh at stupid lil tings as aways. welp the next day me her and her mom go to a spelling bee in st.joe bc cassie is in it! welp we get up there and its like in a church thing and im wearing my slipknot shirt and lookin all gothic like =) and cassie and her momma r wearing preppy clothes which didnt help me at all but oh well! lol welp there was this hot guy name scott there and we was waiting for the spelling bee to get over so we could get his # but as soon as it was over every one wnated outta that damn place! so we thot wed never see him again, but shelly took us to the st.Joe mall and we saw him so we stalked him around awhile and then better came to better i guess u could say! *winks* welp we r walking round the mall and this black dude gets really really really close to me and he uislike how u doin?? and im like umm im good? and it was just wierd! lol but yeah then we saw sum really gothic ppl and i fell in love wit the gurl! i wnated to stock them to to talk to them but we had to leave and cassie didnt wanna get beat up for wearing preppy clothes! lol so we went our serperate ways! damn it! welp then on the way home we decide we r gunna get a whole bunch of pplz together to go see a movie but we got home at 8 and decided it was too late! so we decide we will got he next day, welp that nite we watched what lies beneathe and her mom was gone so we were setting around and cassie goes screw this lets go get sum acholol and i jumped up and we ran and put sum in our tea! i had two diff. kinds in mine...cassie had sum in her tea and then sum in ehr root beer! =) lol and then we got sum candy and was being stupid and then we decided to write one ach others back wit permanent marker....on mine i have stupid stuff like single...and im goth kiss me! lol and i put on cassies is i feel alseep and woke up like this! lol and then we went back to wally world and was stalking ppl there...i was crouched down spying on pplz and then went a the bra sectiona dn they had water bras that ahs a lil water packet in it so i took it out and was playing wit it! lol and then we saw my aunts and then went back home. then we finally fell asleep! then the next day we wake up and talk bout the nite b4 and it thindering and there r tornado watches out and all this gr8 shit! so we r watching the news and the siren goes off so we got on our jackets and i took of running outside not even knowing where the hell i was goin and cassiews like get in the garage ( csaiie doesn thva e basemsnt so we went to her friends house) so we get all wet! and b4 that we had been dying eah other hair and has just gotten done...yes folks i now have brown hair...how kick ass is that? i was goin to get the same color hair as this gurl that use to go to ym skool (paula) but cassie said thatd look bad so i didnt...:( but ne ways so we got all wet and cassie was wearing a white tshirt (yeah smart huh) lol and then we wen thome and she called troy and i called my house to make sure everybody lived thru it (they did) and then me and cassie was setting there talking eating lazonia or how ever u spell it and i was tryint o ask her for more and we had been talking bout lez.s and i was like "can i ahve sum more lesbians?" yeah, so we laughed bout that! lol and then cassie named her boobs...ones foxy and the others mr.snickle! lol (i thot of the names) lmao and then my dad came and got me and i came home..showed my mom my hair...she approves! lol and then they went to bed so i got on here...fun fun...and oh yes, i apologize 4 all the spelling errors!! ha ha later lover vamps!



from the life of,

Kinko

ok so sticking up for kat may have been a bit stupid bc i just made lainie hate me but screw it, if shes gunna get that pissy over usmhting as small as drew then who needs her!? lol but yeah umm kat is one of my best buds so i dc ne more. plus, today, im in one of those "screw the world" moods....so thats helping me cope wit this too...thank bob! but yeah im just gunna close down my xanga and never think twice bout it again.....xanga has caused too much anger.....sum might say anger is a way of life but gettin mad over a DA comment is pathetic! oh yes jeffery is cuming over so i hope im in a better mod bc im always like ahhh wen he cums over and i ahve nuttin to occupy me wit...so this day is just grrrr8! =) lol but yeah leave sum love on my site...i need all the love i can get! ;)



the beloved

Kinko

ok so cassie went to yet another game w/o me?! wtf?! i swear to god she has to hate me! she doesnt want me around her wen shes wit troy....sumtimes i want a bf...sumtimes! david seems to really like me lmao...funny funny! ok but i was venting to my mom bout casie and other pplz and my bro was on the ohone wit her lil bro on speaker phone so im pretty sure she heard me...8-) ugh today was half a day..=)...which is GOOD! and i dont have to go back til monday...and also today was my last day wit mrs hopkiins!! YES!! kord called er abitch today which os wierd bc i thot he liked her...i dont bc she is s very dry persona nd NEVER smiles...i mean she smiles less them me...thats just pathetic! she might make a good goth tho...maybe! lol ok i dont care fi u think im an attention whore cassie HAS to be one if im one! she wont invite me to the games bc she thinks ill get sum of the attention...8-) and she just loves tellin me bout how kord aaron and cody flirt wit her and rub all over her....gr8 effin stories to hear huh? i should prolly take this off my xanga bc if cassie gets this im screwed and since i get caught wit everything she prolly will!! ha ha =) good times! lol but yeah nuttin much to say at the direct moment so ill ttylz...last vamp buds!!



the beloved

Kinko!

ok cassies party...started out wit us getting on the bus and kat had out her camera and was video taping ppl and i was this close (--) to flashing it but alot of ppl was round...gross pplz 8-) and then kat hooks up wit kyle mason! GAG!! and then we get to cassies house and meet up wit sarah and then we go to cassies room and talk bout ppl getting screwed...fingered....blown...licked....ne thing kinky really ha ha ;) and then we licked cheese off each other...shhhh..... and then we got in the car to head up to st. joe and in the car it was shelley in the front seat...me sarah and cassie in the second one and kat shjelby and jill in the back and we were talking bout stuff and singing ( even tho shelly wouldnt keep it on ne good stations grr) and ne ways we get to the hotel and we look out the window to wear the poolz is and c a dude NAKED!! WOW! lmao so we stare at him...of corse...ha ha! and then we went out to eat at sum chinese place and the ppl were wierd and there was onyl like 5 other pplz in there and we was baing really wierd and loud....duh! and then we left and went back to the hotel and changed into our swimming suits and me and ket were the only ones brave enuff to change right there in the room ( bc cassies dad could have easily walked in) o well...8-) lol and then we went out to the pool and got in...i ahd my swimming siut bottoms poulled down 4 times and my top off ( all the way) like 7 or 8 times...(thanx to sarah) grr and then we got in the hot tub but sum creepy old guy got in and was looken at me wierd so i got out....ewwy! lol and then shelby jumped in and landed on my effin back OUCH!! and then cassies almost drowned me bc she thot i could touch were i was standing and she junmped on me....bc i klept jumping on her he he! and then we got out and got the facials and did em while taking pics and then kat and shelby got the waxing thingys and took em to thier pubs! OUCH!! i didnt have the balls to do that...sadly...lol and we vidoe taped it it was funny as hell!! and then i put a party blower thing in between my boobs and kat took a pic of that...then kat was on top of me and i had cucumber slices on my nipples and we have apic of that! grrrr8! lol and then we had a hair mousse foght and took a pic of that! and then we played truth or dare and one of mine was to eat like 7 cookes in like 2 minutes....OMFG! i hate cookies now....i almost puked!! ( kat was sleep wen this was goin on bc she feel asleep @ 10) adn then cassie had to parade around in her new thong i boutgh her...she wouldnt do it tho....dunno y...i would have! lol we was gunna take apic and video tape it w/o her knowing too! ha ha. and then jill fell asleep so we wrote in permanemt marker on her and then shelby and then cassie..i told sarah to write i love gurls but she wrote i love cruz...then tried to correct ir but spelt gurls gruls 8-) then spelt troy wrong she spelt it tory! ha ha and might i addd that every one still had thier writing on them cept 4 me i had pussy written RIGHT NEXT to my pussy...i csrubeed there for like ever b4 it came off!! and then me and sarah played strip poker....then we played sum thimg else the war....and then we fiunally fel asleep by 4 sumthing in the morning...and then woke up at 8 and got ready and went shopping! we shopped for like hours....in and out of every store i kid u not! lol and then we went and ate at Bk and got looks bc we was being loud and there was like 6 gurls...lovely huh?! lol and then shelly took us home and cassie wanted me to spend the nite but her momma said no so i asked cassie if her mom didnt like em ro sumthing and cassie goes NO she loves u! she think ur harlious! so yey! =) lol oh yes wen we very first arrived to the hotel shelby and ket were screaming at odl ladies telling thme they were hot...i was doin ti SILENTLY! lol but yeah thats bout it & ne thing else u dont ned to know....but omg! u should SOOOO see the pics...im getting em back tomorrow after skool! YES! lol ...later vampz!

ok so today i was tryin to be a happy lil person and all ive got to say for it is FUCK THIS ALL!! i hate the ppl at that skool i could turn around now and never even think bout the past....and i know i ahve a hard time thinking about the past...so wen i do i make myself mad and ill turn on music and blare it singing along so ill think bout sumthing else but i know its still there in the back of my mind....grand huh?! seems like all i ahve to say ne more is alot of bitching....gotta love me!! =) lol im still pissed off at the fact that im still a frickin welp....wtf ppl? is this sum kinda sick joke?! but right now im rating pplz sites....joy!.....ttylz....



ps...my bro bought the game blood rayne one...we already have number two..(i love that game!) =)

on caassies bday party we went to a hotel in st. joe...listened to music...talked bout lovely stuff....played truth or dare...swam ad flashed pplz in the poolz...drew on pplz wit permanent marker who feel alseep...stayed up all nite then woke up at 8 and went to the mall and shopped for like hours....bout a black tank top wit skulls on it...kinky maid looken arm warmers...and another white shirts wit a red and black skull on it that says love stinks...yey! then we went to BK and got stares lmao...dont ask...but yeah thats just summing it up...it was WAY fun anf theres more details then that but ill just ahve to tell u bout ti another time ok?! laterz

ok today was goin pretty good, i mean i could ahve almost been qaulified as happy, and then lunch came and the tenth graders eat wit us....i was writing i heart courtney on pplz hands and went to write it on david and james hand and kord was all like we dont love u and im like eys u do and he is liek no...we dont...and im like 8-) its really pathetic how far these ppla r goin just to screw wit me...i mean jessica talks to me behind kords back all the time...welp thats gunn stop bc im not even goin to know she exsist...for the fisrt time in my life im able to look at kord and just be like wtf ever our past doesnt even exsist to me and he doesnt....and omg let me say it feels GREAT!!! =) lol im just hoping kat will be able to do the smae wit drew.....for alot of reasons i admire kat....shes strong an di know she'll be able ot get thru this...i just hope it doesnt take her as long a sit took me....ive been tanning and i can see the scars the safety pin left on my hand arm and legs....oh joy! not i regret doin it, i dont regret cutting bc that was my therapy and i dont care what u ppl say it did help me alot, but i regret who i cut over, the DA's who didnt deserve my blood, didnt desever my tears, the ppl who werent even worth my pain or time. but u cant change the past, so im moveing on, lookin ahead, and its nice, i think tomorrow i might even smile just 4 the hell of it! he he =)



i have a book report due thursday bc mrs.Narr is making me go on thursday and i still ahve like 7 chapters in my book left and like 100 pages or so ha ha so thats gunna be great! but i can do it just as long as i reda til my eyes fall outta my head! =) sounds inertesting huh? ;) but thats bout all in the boring life of courtney ttylz!