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Within it lies

Growing steadily

With each passing moment

Only silent companionship

Numbs the excruciating pain

A silent understanding and loving care

For one another

Allows me to smile

Now you are lost

And the pain is all too real

Blind with rage and anguish

I scream with pain and never endinig sorrow

Hoping you will return to me

All the while my hopes are in vain

Silent tears of blood I now shed

Staining the white carpet red

While the void grows

Soon I will numb myself to the pain once more

But nothing will compare

To your silent companionship



*Dedicated to my cat B.B. Who has gone missing

Lonliness is my life.

Its cold grip clasps around my fragile neck.

While it squeezes the life within.

I struggle to fight it.

But I'm weakened.

I speak......

And am not heard.

I cry.......

And am not seen.

I ask for help......

And am ignored.

Why must I fight this beast?

This beast of loneliness.

When I am surrounded by friends.

Still......

This beast creeps and crawls within.

Clawing and tearing into my flesh.

Devouring me greedily from within.

I drown out its sorrowful crys.

With knowledge and books.

I pretend that it does not lurk within.

I tell myself that it isn't there.

While it gnaws a little more.

And now I am only a shell.

The beast is quite fat.

It is only a matter of time....

Before it emerges....

From within