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I like it
07:18 Jun 29 2006
Times Read: 613

This almost could have happend to me tonight. On my way home from Chris's I guned it at the stop sign as usual, but it was raining hard and my little car almost spun out. Scariest thing that's happened while driveing yet. But I like the way I drive it gets me places fast. Gotta live fast, every second past is a moment missed....

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Meh lets add an entry on this. I havn't been sleeping much again. Just so many things funning through my head again and starting to get depressed again. This isn't spose to be happening!! Its summer there is sun SAD shouldn't be acting up I shouldn't be depressed...yet I still am...not sure why. And the thought are back. *sigh* It's not like I want those kinds of thoughts in my head, I don't wanna think about that. Along with a few other things that depress me. The one thing at depresses me the most though is the thing that goes along with my disease, POC. The large chance that I won't be able to have kids. Oh yea I can fuck all I want and not have to worry about condoms or the pill. But...then again I may never have a kid. Every time I see Steph that thought pops into my head and I just wanna cry. It's not fair. It's not like I want a kid now, hell no I got school and stuff to worry about. But 5-10 years yea I'd love to. Maybe I can, but prolly not. In Aug when I go back to my Doc I think I'll talk to her and ask if I can or not...

A very sad and depressed Kiara

Something funny
07:04 Jun 29 2006
Times Read: 615

Fizzy had this in his journal and I though it'd be fun to try so here it goes!

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...did I say fun?
00:22 Jun 16 2006
Times Read: 624

Well not going to the fair today. That pisses me off. I've been looking forward to going all week. Yesterday my mom was to tired so she said she'd take us today...well were not going. Todays just been pissing me off...and I fucking hate walking home by myself. I don't fucking care anymore...I'm going back to sleep.

Kiara

Fun day today!
18:31 Jun 15 2006
Times Read: 628

Got Chris coming over in a little bit...lets hope I don't get hit in the face, chin or sufficated today...I swear that boys tryin to kill me. X_X But I love him to death! We're going to the fair tonight! Yea. I love going to the fair...just wish he didn't work in fair carts...:( Well he can get us free fries though. But I want cheese fries...and they don't have cheese fries and I don't feel like paying for them. :) I jut can't wait to get a fudge covered funnel cake!! Yummy my fav. But in a bit after he comes over were gonig to go back and look at the Cabriolet for sale again. I hope we can buy that car, its pretty cool looking. XD But prolly won't...every car I like gets bought before we can buy it or costs to much to repair. First choice though is the beautiful black 95 Grand Am. I don't give a shit if it leaks oil and I have to watch the oil levels! I love that car to death!! It handel beautifully, no blind spots and great pickup! *sigh*

Kiara

It still hurts...
18:00 Jun 13 2006
Times Read: 631

The side of my face till hurts from getting kneeded yesterday. My upper and lower jaw is bruised, but atleast the skin hasn't changed color. Lucky for me my face rarely shows its bruises. Don't know how I'd explain that one to mom. Eep. He wasn't even sopose to be over in the first place. But other than that, yesterday was fun. And tonight we might go to the fair. wOOt. I want cheese fries and funnel cake with fudge. Yummy! And of course to ride a few rides. Just waiting for him to get home so we can go out and look for his cat Charlie. He ran away last night. His mom was going to pick him up from summer school, guess she forgot since he's not home. It'll be another hour then, since its a 2 hour walk. Poor guys...wish I had my license and a car, I'd go pick then up.

Kiara

In pain...
00:22 Jun 13 2006
Times Read: 634

Yea today did not go very good. Chris came over earlier and we were sleeping together on the couch when the phone rang. We both got up to get it, but I was movin slower than he was and he kneeded me in the face. So the entire right side of my face hurts and I have a headache on the left side. So I'll get back to the messages in my inbox later tonight or tomorrow morning whenever the pain goes away. For the rest of the night, movies and lots of medicine induced sleeping. =)

Kiara

You know what I hate...
06:33 Jun 12 2006
Times Read: 636

latex. It makes me so damn itchy. LOL

weee
06:08 Jun 12 2006
Times Read: 638

Ah it feels good ot be around friends again. I feel so loved here. I just keep getting pms from people I havn't talked to in months. So glad to be back, it really cheers me up so keep the pms coming! Love you all!

Kiara

I am back!
16:56 Jun 11 2006
Times Read: 640

Yes I am finally back, wow its been a while. Sorry about the sudden leave of absence. I was feeling very depressed, still am a bit but much better than before. Well I have a show to perform in 2 hours so I must get ready.

Kiara