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I don't know whats going to happen tonight...I love Chris and everything...but with everything lately I don't know how much more I can take of it...

Kiara

Gonna go cry and go to sleep night night.

Still fighting...I wish we weren't. But when I start my day off with him being an ass I can't help but be in a bad mood. Went to go pick hi up to take him to drop off his workers permit, but I got up late. So I called told him I be there in a few, rushed ot get dressed and got over there really fast. I wasn't feeling good, head ache, back hurting and not feeling so hott. I sit there and sit there for 5+ min....honking my horn and he was sleeping. I told him I wasn't feeling good and I would be there in a few....kinda rude to fall back asleep. Then he comes over later and smashes myt toes with a damn lawn chair. And I had a football game to go to tonight! On my feet for a long time. Well I kinda forgot about the pain in my toes when my back started hurt after about 20 of a three hour game.

Don't know why he's been acting like this lately...just wish he'd stop and be the Chris I love...and not this asshole he's been for the past week. I'm sick of crying myself to sleep I just want my Chris back....

Kiara

I wanna go to that. But I'll only be 18 and need someone over 25 in my room...I don't have many friends over 25. Ugh.....Anyone wanna come with meh? :-P I don't bite....much. ;)

Kiara

My name is james green, I'm also new to this vampirerave site of a thing.well i went across your profile too and i really like what i see in your profile, and believe you are a good woman with good character and would be the kind of woman i like to have relationship with,and hope you are serious about what you want..pls send me a message to tell me more about you.

i wait to hear back from you,

james_green505050@yahoo.co.uk, i guess i likeb u.





Found that in my messages this afternoon....um no! LOL. Yea...lets hit block delete that message. X_X

If he went over my pro he wouldn't have sent that. Oh well some people don't know how to read.

Kiara

Chris has been such an asshole lately...yea I know I've been a real bitch lately too. But hey I've been out of band, been in a car accident and am in a hell of a lot of pain. I think I have the right to be a little bitchy. I just tried to asking him a simple fucking question today, geez he was such an ass! And it pisses me off so much...and it hurts. I love him so much and I do my best not to bitch at him to much and to not complain about my back all the time...and he's an ass to me.

I was over at his house today after running around and doing stuff all day and my back really hurt. I just wanted to go home and lay down, but I stayed at his house cuz I wanted to be with him cuz I love him. I've been really depressed for a while now, but I've been happy around him and not let him know I was depressed so he wouldn't worry and cry when he's not around...and what do I get? I get treated like I'm stupid and him acting like an asshole. I think I'm just gonna hit the block button for a few days, turn my cell off and stay at home for a few days til he's less of an asshole.

Kiara

Yay finally back to work tomorrow after being off for a week. And its payday...not that I'm gonig to be getting much because off all the work I've had to miss because of the accident. Oh well, not like a fast food place pays much to begin with.

Well the upper part of my back that was injuried in the accident is doing a lot better...but it seems as though my lower back keeps getting worse and worse. *sigh* I really miss marching band....

I've been really depressed since band camp. I havn't been around all my friends at band. The one day I did go back I was really happy. But then the car accident and no band for a another week. :( I just want to get my life back to normal and back to band and all my friends who love me.

GRRR motherfucking cramps!

I just wanted to let my family know that I was in a car accident Tuse night. Someone backed into me and I have whiplash in my back. It hurts a lot to sit up and to really do anything basically. I'll try to get on when it doesn't hurt to much.

Funny thing was I was on my way to the doctor to get my lower back looked at because I strained it two weeks ago. -_-

Kiara

Home from band camp! YES! But i have a strained back so its not that much fun...

Kiara