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how why i don't know once more alone and trying to find my way. will i ever know what my true purposse is? or is this just a game you play? i know not what i could do to show you that i care. is it because you are afraid of what you dont know. plz stay by my side and let me show you that you need not to fear me. let me shelter you from your pain and show how to love once more. or is love forbittend for the fallen and the dammed. is so wrong for me to care about what happens to you? just tell me what you want from me plz and if it is in my power i will give it to you. try as hard as i may not to show that you hold my heart in your hands and how much it hurts me to watch you be treated that way. and yet you say to me stand down just listen plz. you don't understand i am nothing without the one i love. just for once i wish you could see things through my eyes and see what it is i see. in the quiet i begg you to plz wake up and see that someday may be your last if you choose to stay with the one you love. for you can't see what is so wrong. plz stop blaming yourself it was never your fault. it all falls on that one you love some much. don't you see that you could be wiped from this earth? don't you care what that would to those that truely love and care for you plz i begg of you let me take you away from all this and show you a life with all the pain and suffering at that jerk's hands. what i would give just to see you smile once more but no you wont walk away for you are afraid tp take one breath or step with out that jerk.