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I realize that I hate putting a headline in. Its hard to label what exactly I'm going to be talking or ranting about. I guess the obvious thing to do would to be simply put the headline in after I'm done right? But that would leave me the problem then of what should I write about since I think stupid like that. Which I guess I have a tendency to think in a CIRCLE. Yet for some deranged reason I can never seem to make up my mind or understand what I think about. So I literally solve nothing when I think. Yes feel free to leave the obvious insult on that if you want. Any way I think to try and come up with answers to issues I'm having or other reasons which are irrelevant. I just get tired of coming up with nothing after sitting around and pondering for hours. Usually end up in a zoned out state and kinda depressed due to the fact of once I give up on problem at hand I can't stop thinking. Ends up for some reason of the past. I don't regret my past as to it led to where I am and where I go. But has anyone ever got stuck with the "what if?" Its a really bad loop that does nothing but harm. And might possiby drive one insane if left to ponder to longer. I guess thats why it sucks to think so much and all different directions at once. Multiple thought but can process them fast enough. I will continue another time I suppose. Really shouldn't start rambling while I'm sorta tired. Hmmm. little late for I see now that I've looked up....

Evil or just plain random thoughts.







I saw a squirrel today... It had nuts.... Sadly.. He got abused by Dr. Hobo.







Also.. don't eat the mushroom.. it really doesn't end well.



As I sit here pondering why the hell I'm still awake. I suddenly realized that the little hamster inside my brain died. So now I need to get a new one so my wheel starts turning again... Poor chippy. You will be missed. Might have helped if I fed you.. or slept more. Perhaps it was a caffine OD. Guess I never will really know..