I am trapped within a prison of my own making. I make attempts to escape, to climb over the wall or to tunnel out. But every time so far something drags me back.
I almost escaped once. I got past the gates but I made the mistake then of looking behind me at who I was leaving behind. I turned around and walked back that time.
Now it seems as if I'll die if I don't escape. I know that some will be hurt by my escaping but the stakes are higher than ever. If I stay I'll lose myself. I have even considered the unthinkable, the cowards way out.
I have a new plan. I'm getting close. I can almost taste freedom. But parts of the plan this time are beyond my control. Dependent on the whims of strangers who have no idea what the stakes are and if they knew might be inclined to deny me once again.
So I must bide my time. I must wait for the opportunity to present itself. Wait for all the components of the plan to come together. At the right moment I will be... free...
COMMENTS
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CelestiaNocturne
00:17 Feb 15 2008
*sighs* Aaron....*shakes head*
Lesava
00:52 Feb 27 2008
I am here for you, love, you know this *hugging you*