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They finally went away last weekend when I went to Key West. The only reason why they went away was that I had someone sleeping in a bed with me, my ex. I don't think I dreamed once when he was in bed with me. Maybe it was because I was just too worn out from the night before? Yeah one night it went on for a good four hours. I so miss that kid. He sure as hell knows what he is doing.Well that is going to be in a different journal entry, which I am going to do next. Back to nightmares... started back up the night that I got back! But it was actually a little different then they are usually. No one was trying to kill me or chase me. I was just scared all the time, the whole time. Every where that I looked there was something that would remind me of something that scared me or tried to kill me. I would try and close my eyes, but I can still see them, everything, through my eye lids. There was no escape. Just walking around, always having my heart racing, eyes darting everywhere, with every noise I hold my breath. I am always in the woods, in the country. I don't think that I have had a dream in a city... Yeah when I think about it I don't think that I have ever had one.

So missing it right now! Missing not dreaming, well dreaming normal and not about crazy and nightmarish dreams. They have came back. Every time I get stressed, I get nightmares, which leads me to no sleep, which then leads me to being in a bad mood. Not good. Maybe tonight will be a better night! Not holding my breath there.