so my 8 year old son came home at asked me about the movie "the conjuring" because a couple of his friends at school said they watched it and it wasnt scary at all, i downloaded it 3 days prior and watched it by my self, so i thought to my self if this movie was enough to make me creeped out that these 8 year olds were lying about seeing it, or were so scared they had to make other people feel there pain, but ofcourse jacob(my son) was bugging me non stop to watch it so he could tell them he champed through it, and i kept telling him it wasnt a good idea, but still he kept bugging so i decided you know what if he really wants to then fuck it, so around 9 pm when the twins and hannah were fast a sleep i put the movie on the big 72 inch and surround sound and let him watch it with me, i dont think hes going to ever think something his school mates did was cool ever again lol i feel bad but he learnt his lesson, still thought i should share this with the world
so my 19yr old brothers girlfriend kicks him out, were does he expect to live? yes you guessed it me bambino la frero wants to stay at me casa :( but its me famillia and have no choice let the good times roll! free babysitter gotta look at the benefits, no job, so i gues i have a house cleaner and a dishwasher now to! FUCK YEAH!
the wind and willows tempt my ever hungry soul
as i plant this lonesome seedling in an ever growing hole
i stand timeless as i watch it grow from roots to tree
pondering the fact that this seedling could very well be
the essence of our planet screaming out in pain
oil spills, lumber yards from selfish human gain
where will we be when this planet strikes a cree
will we all regret? will we all surley see
how selfish we are when this planet ceases to be
some times i find my only true companion is a pond and a glade, some times i dwell in natures beauty only to emerge its silent lover, my mistress so perfect and pure, yet i cannot show my effection and i am forced to watch my love decay from the selfish acts of others-kannin
one must sucumb to the darkness before emerging into light
so since things have been less stressful i decided to try astral projecting again, so last night i prepared for another session, once in sleep paral i decided instead of trying to get out of my body i would just try to port to the astral plane, and finally it worked, atleast i think it was the astral plane there were wierd scenes with twisted trees you could see and feel the energy in the air, i could see figures in the distance sitting in a circle chanting there were people walking down a blue glowing street, there were people talking, i saw a wierd blue cord in my tummy and got spooked and woke up, when i woke up i was certain i had been to the astral plane and next time i try to get there again ill try and comunicate with some one and see what answers i can get, this session is deemed as a sucess
so i have a cold, i think it was from one of my kids because noah had a cold for a while, i hate colds so much hard to sleep when you have a blocked and runny nose and i cant stand breathing from my mouth its not natural to me becuase im so used to breathing from my nose, another update i had my first open house for the twins school, they seem to be doing very well and im extreamly proud of them the teachers had nothing but nice and good things to say about them, i got to see what they do and the arts and crafts they had made it was a very entertaining experience, i also have been playing alot of doablo 3 i can say im addicted very easily
first off i have to say this in my opinion is the best horror movie made in the last 5 years, its filmed perfectly, the music makes it chilling and hangs you off the edge of your seet, the FX are amazing and the jump scenes are down right bone chilling, i watched this on my 72 inch surround sound by my self at night and it made my heart race multiple times, being a grown man i had a hard enought time sleeping from it as well as i dreamed it, hands down 4.8 stars out of five, 2 points off because it kind of builds you up in the start and is a tiny bit not drasticly dull towards the end. but 2 thumbs great horror movie a must watch if your a fan of the genre this movie is like a rollercoaster of terror, next review insidious 2
well now that i have all this freetime with the kids we have really bonded as a family, as well as my dreams have been gone for atleast a week witch is relaxing, spending some time at the cottage coming up this week, update on hope i have been speaking with her mother alot, she is a very good litsener, and her daughter facinates me, i once again bumped into them the other day and got hope's moms number(not in a male bragging type way) she has told me that hopes always been an interesting child and unique, going to spend some time with them and maybe set up a play date, now im back to vr i have missed my friends and coven so its good to be back!
pika-boo! my morphine just kicked in
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you called ? lol
Always a pleasant feeling.. X
just got out from the hospital for reasons explained at a later time, what a great time to land in there just a day away from finalizing the sale of my shares to my business and i wind up in a hospital for 2 weeks, had alot of time to reflect on life though, now im pretty certain i know what i want to do, spend a crap load of time with the kids witch i adored alot, i litsened to people attentivly for the first time in a long time, and i seem to have a new outlook on life and how i want to live my life :) feeling refreshed now
so i just had another trip this time it caught me off gaurd and was not expecting what had occured, when i left my body my mind zapped to all the horrible memories in my life childhood were the main ones and it felt like i was actually there and watching my younger self go through these things, and no matter how hard i yelled at my self and tried to help him it never worked, and this time it felt like the trip lasted 8 hours and finally right when it was done the black cloaked figure from my dreams appeared and i zapped back to my body, when i looked at the clock i realized i had only be out for 15 mins, i think this was hands down the most terrefying thing that has ever happend while i slept, i think im going to take a break from astral projection for a little while
got a fight coming up but its a bit emotional, its against my bestfriend, we started boxing together and have known eachother for 20 years, a peace inside me knows I'm better but that piece also is telling me to throw it, how can I sit there and hit my friend? after all that we have been through, I mean we knew this day was going to come, I take it back I'm mot better we are just as good so its going to be an all out brawl its tearing me up inside because I'm so loyal and I love him but the prize is pretty hefty and boxing is my passion if I win it sets me up for nationals then to I ternational with a shot at professional :( the path to my dream must be accuired by hurting a dear friend of mine :(
pretty drunk right now have a house full of people miss my kids gone for 2 days :( time to drink!
so my recuring dream of a dark cloaked figure whispering to me or trying to comunicate with me has come back after a week, ive been to many fortune tellers and what not to see if this has any way shape or form any type of supernatural signatures, and some have given me some wierd answers and some down right bull, i am seeking any one that can tell me what these dreams may mean or if im going loopy in the head, ive been having these dreams since i was 7-8, they have gotten more vivied since then and thats the reason ive been trying to practice the whole astral projection thing is to see if i can contact this being to see what it wants, but i guess im stuck for the time being, lets see if i have another one tonight, since i was a kid its gotten darker and stranger the whispers are getting louder so sooner or later i should graps what this thing wants, im open to suggestions if any one has any
got the kids all prepped for the next 2 weeks of school, who knew that snacks good be so expensive, lol i remember back in the day it was the old pbj and banana, now they actually have little lunchable things with mini burgers tacos and what not! when i was younger i would have loved to have tacos?, so the twins just started kindergardin this week and they love it, nothing but good news in the agenda every day, and coming back and teaching us new things, apperntly there fav time is circle time, gah i do miss my babies though, maybe its time for another one? lol who knows
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Frenetik
16:30 Sep 28 2013
I don't think it's a parenting fail, not all kids are the same. If it was me, that would have scarred me for life cuz I was a sensitive child, but having worked with lots of kids, I know some are hardheaded enough that that is really the only way that they will learn lol. Maybe now he'll think twice before wanting to do what all his friends at school are doing :) I think it's a good lesson, personally!
Kannin
16:55 Sep 28 2013
yeah i thought it was to lol