it may never go further, but it was magic - - -18:19 Aug 13 2008
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I remember the first time He came in the store.. so NOT my type as far as looks go. Bald, just a smidge shorter than me, muscled up. My co-worker fell in lust immediately, and even though He WASN'T my type lookswise, there was just SOMETHING about Him. My bold and brazen friend, straight up TOLD Him how beautiful she thought He was, and even I have to admit, when He blushed, it was adorable. I had to agree with her though, that "something" did make Him beautiful. Even as she grew more and more bold and said more and more to Him, even going as far as to tell Him she wanted to fuck Him, I found myself more and more attracted to that "something". I never said a word. I just enjoyed getting to see Him when He would come in the store.
After a couple of weeks of nothing more than idle banter in the store, I found out His name. And sometimes, I would think I saw Him looking at me, not just in a general way, but then .. WHY would someone like HIM look at Me like that?? I brushed it off, knowing better than to let myself even hope. And besides, Sue was sooo in lust with Him.
Sue and I planned a night out, and we both invited anyone and everyone lol and of course, when Chris came in the store, He was invited. He never said yes or no, just that if He didnt go home to Utah for the weekend, He would TRY.
The night finally came. Sue and I started at one bar, which was WAY too calm, so we hopped on the Looper (a local mini-shuttle service) and headed to another one, THE PUB, that had a band that night.
When I walked in the door, i knew it was Him sitting at the bar, even though His back was to me. Sue walked right passed Him, but that "something" drew me to Him. I stepped up behind Him and (SOOO unlike me) touched Him on the shoulder. He turned, and smiled, and my heart melted. He reached out and hugged me. "HEY GIRL !!" still smiling.
We talked a bit, nothing major, i bought a drink, and i went to join my friends.
I'm not going into all that happened at the bar, not too much of it had to do with Chris. I stayed mostly with my friends, but did go and speak to Him from time to time, and EACH and every time i walked over there, there was a hug waiting for me. Sue, on several occassions, tried to win His attention, even to the point of KISS-RAPING Him lol. And when she did, He looked over at me and mouthed "Im sorry" .. and i was ... shocked.. but i wrote it off as "He's drinking.. nothing to it."
The bar was getting ready to close, and I, being the closest one to sober, called the Looper driver and ask him to come pick everyone up. Chris asked me to let Him know when it got there so He could ride back with us.
He sat beside me on the bus, and i figured it was just so He wouldnt have to sit with Sue lol... as it had become QUITE CLEAR to me at least, that He was NOT interested in someone SO .. well.. DOMME.
And then, once everyone had boarded the Looper, and the light went out and the bus started to roll, He reached over and put His hand on my knee. I looked up at Him, and He smiled, and gave my knee a lil squeeze and a pat. I know it sounds HIGH SCHOOLISH ... but I didnt just feel it.. i FELT it ... it was like electricity ran from His fingers.
We rode most of the way like that, and then when the Looper dropped me, Sue, and Him off here at the hotel, she invited Him to sit at the picnic tables with us and hang out a while. They got a six pack at the store, and we went to sit down. He sat beside me again, and every so often, His hand would make its way to my thigh, and I would get a firm squeeze, and every time, the same lil charge from His hand lol.
Sue got up once, to talk to Jonathen who was working in the store, and as soon as her back was turned, He slipped me a small piece of paper, which i hadda hide right away, and didnt get to read for another 20 minutes when it hit me to go to the restroom so i COULD read it. I swear my hands were shaking as i unfolded the note... and it said "Room 218--if you need someone to cuddle tonight" *sigh*
Around 4 am, He said that He needed to get in bed, and so did Sue. He walked away, and I walked Sue to her car, then I went to the store to the restroom again. When I came back out, He was standing on the balcony, smoking a cigarette. I walked up the stairs, and over to where He stood, and leaned over on the railing beside Him. He leaned into me and slipped His arm around my back, and kissed my neck.
OH
MY
GAWD
And He whispered..."Tell me what you're thinking."
And I answered... "That things like this dont happen to me. That Youre gonna sober up and regret this. That ima wake up ina minute."
He smiled that DAMN smile, and He said... "Im probably NOT as drunk as you think I am. Its about time it did then, and when you wake up, I hope youre next to me."
*sigh*
In the three hours i spent with Him, we talked ALOT. We DID alot, but we did NOT have sex.
There was alot of touching. Alot of kissing. Alot of exploring. He told me that within five minutes of our first meeting, He knew i was a submissive. He told me what a good girl I was, and that the fact that i DIDNT carry on like Sue, is why He was attracted to me. He asked me about limitations, and what safe word i preferred, and what kinds of things that I LIKE.... and then, He gave me a few of those....
He wrapped His hands in my hair, and pulling gently, pulled me to Him for our first REAL kiss. He slid one hand down to my throat, and without squeezing, applied just enough pressure to let me know He was in control, and that i had nothing to worry about while I was with Him. And while His hand was around my throat, He leaned to my ear and whispered . "Good Girl."
I nearly had an orgasm RIGHT THEN and there lol.
He layed down on the bed, and for a moment, I was afraid He as gonna push the sex issue, I wasnt ready for the magic of what WASNT happening, to end. But i was wrong. He held up His hand and said .. "Come here.. just let me hold you.. thats all..."
*sigh*
There is much more to tell, but some things, I just wanna keep to myself. He told me more of the reasons why He was interested in me and not Sue (having such an ample ass isnt ALWAYS a bad thing :)
At 7 am, i decided i had better go to my own room, because honestly if i had stayed there much longer i would have been BEGGING Him for more. He wanted me to stay, but He also understood WHY i felt like i needed to go, and He agreed, besides i needed to get SOME sleep before work. But i HAVE to tell you, walking out that door was one of the hardest things i have EVER done.. it actually hurt to leave Him.
He... makes me feel ... weak, and strong at the same time.
Yesterday, at work, was the first time i have seen Sue since that night, and .. i told her. Not EVERYTHING, but enuff, and Sue being the AWESOME person that she is, was not only FINE with it, but HAPPY for me! She thanked me for being honest about it, she hugged me and giggled and said "BUT YOU DO KNOW... that when you get it you gotta tell me all about it"
LMAO
and of course lol I will :)
*sigh*
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