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You know, it never fails when you have to get something fixed on your car, something else goes wrong or they find another problem that has to be fixed. I recently had my transmission rebuilt. Now I'm having a new rack and pinion put in for the second time in 2 years and they are having problems with it because my idiot mechanic of a brother broke a bolt off in something that attaches to my steering column.



So, long story short. A job that should normally take half a day is going to take two days to complete. Ugh, I HATE CARS!

It's been a long time since I last spilled my thoughts in any way to anyone so this is a little awkward. I feel like my life is spinning out of control but going no where. I don't do anything exciting because I can't afford it, and get this, I live across the street from where I work! You would think I would save a lot of money on gas, but it doesn't make up for ANYTHING. My mom died of lung cancer going on two years ago, and I'm completely lost.

But somehow, I manage to scrape by and scrounge enough to survive. I have what I was left with when my mother passed and that's it. It's all going downhill too, my car is falling apart, my computer is on it's last legs, and I'm physically breaking down.

Sometimes I don't know how I get up in the mornings, but I know that if I don't work, I don't eat. In short, money, money, money. That's all it's ever about. And to whoever said money can't buy happiness, they might be right but it sure does help keep stress to a minimum and that counts for a lot of it.