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Why can't I get you out of my head? You sit in my mind, my heart, tearing me to pieces. Why can't I truely let go of you? Why do I love you so much? Even after you threw me to the wind because he cam and took you away from me... Why do I hold your promises so dear? You promised to be there if I said yes, to leave that past behind and move into the future, but you couldn't let go because you were weak... and perhaps I too am to weak to let go of you. My heart aches for you yet it also aches for your destruction... I cannot, will not accept such treatment for what I sacrificed for you, and you alone. You claim to understand the magnitude of my feelings but you could never understand... he just abandoned you while I am forced to live knowing that you were never satisfied with me, despite I tried my hardest to create your ideal world... but it was never enough was it? It was never enough because you had to have what abandoned you didn't you? It's going to end badly for you, I know it, I will make it so, so that when you are finally comfortable you'll know what it feels like to have fate rip your happiness away, just like it did to me each time I waited through death and despair for your return, I was there... and I got nothing as a reward but treatment like I was dirt... If I hate... everything about you... then why do I love you so strongly?

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angelkiller
20:35 Dec 18 2011

because if you truely love some one you can't let them go no matter how much they have tormented you.

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Damia
16:48 Dec 19 2011

I have felt this way before, reading this breaks my heart!

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