The scent of ink ,
A bit like wine ;
Making me slightly drunk
As I pen this line.
" Making " in itself is like a drug ,
Bending reality around my thoughts ,
Like shaping iron, makes me strong.
Even in my moments of greatest weakness
There is power in my words
Power like a saint's in my sinner's hands
To heal even the oldest wounds
Still the scars remain
Livid or pale, streaking my flesh
Silent echoes of pain
Keeping the mem'ries fresh.
I'VE WAKED AND SLEPT ALONE
I'VE DREAMED MY MUDDY DREAMS ALONE
I'VE WALKED THIS CITY'S STREETS ALONE
MY EYES DOWNCAST
I MEET NOONE'S GAZE
I KNOW NOONES NAME
I CALL NOONE FRIEND
NOONE CLAIMS ME
AND AS LIFE STEAMS PAST ME
TWO BY TWO
WHO CAN FAULT ME
FOR THINKING I MUST BE BROKEN
LIKE A TOYU LEFT TO LANGUISH IN THE BOX
NOT MISSING ARMS OR LEGS OR HEAD
BUT SOMEHOW LESSER THAN THE REST
AND SO NEVER CHOSEN
most often , in poetry ,
blood is a metaphore
it represents pain suffering
turmoil
i pray you will forgive me
for my literal-minded way
of saying what i mean
in what i've written today
or perhaps forgiveness is beside the point
for if you could feel what i feel
then like as not
you would want what i want
you , too , would wander
toward the darker corners of your mind
searching out means of release
heretofore Anathema
a word without meaning
here in Hell
I STAND OFTEN ON THE BRINK OF QUIETUS / THE SEA OF QUENCHING AND RESPITE / FUMBLING AMONG MY LONGINGS / FEVERISH WITH WANTING / AND SOMETIMES, LOOKING OUT OVER THE TRANQUIL WATERS / I ALLOW MYSELF THE LUXURY OF DREAMING OF AN END / HOW, DRAWN BY THE LURE OF PEACE/ I HEAR IN THE EASY WHISPER OF THE WAVES / I'D SINK GRATEFULLY INTO THE TIDE'S ROUGH EMBRACE / AND SAVORING THE SALT ON THE BLOOD WARM SPRAY /I'D DRIFT AWAY FROM LIFE , AND INTO GRACE .
pressed between the pages of Time's black book, / a luckless exotic with the splayed limbs of a broken doll / and sunken eyes , like collapsed stars / a deeper emptiness suspended against the face of the void / i bear witness to the decay of all things / though i am never seen...
Her theme echoes in my mind / Lush chords swelling / Cresting / Spillilling over / Ravishing my soul / There are no words / Just an awful sympathy / For the horrid weight of life / And the frail hearts that must bare it / Her music speaks of suffering / And the bliss of letting go.
A Lady ,dark and lush with promise, wieldind temptation like a scythe . How can I cod and lonesome as I am , resist , why? Cool white hands caress away my fears, and a last lingering touch brushes away my doubts. Her black eyes , infinitely deep and consoling meet with mine, and I am irretrievably lost...
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