Lately Ive been a complete bitch. I dont know why. Its like all my anger from the time I was born until now is resurfacing all at once, from the tiniest irritants. I yell at my boyfriend over the most ridiculous nonsense. My cats try to show me affection, and it just irritates me for some reason. I would say its stress, but I dont have alot to be stressed about right now. My parents are going back to the west coast for a few months, and that worries me, because when ever something goes wrong my parents are there to help me. My days at work havent been too bad. 40 hours a week, give or take. Im making decent money. Financially OK at the moment. They changed my schedule today, and its a little irritating, but aside from that everything is fine. I dont know why I feel this way. Why Im so angry all the time. I think part of it might be that I dont get any "me time" anymore. I dont have days where I lay around relax, by myself. My boyfriend always has the same days off as me, and I dont get any time to pamper myself.
I dont know, maybe I just need to sit down with a good book, and tune everything else out for awhile. But thats hard to do when Im annoyed. When Im already in a bad mood, its like my subconscious is looking for things to be mad about.
Oh well. Such is life.
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LaathSweiReborn
20:58 May 29 2013
I've had the same thing happen to me, so I expect that its normal, there are times when you feel overwhelmed, but then this can be caused by general life occurrences, or feeding off of to much negative energy. A day to yourself, by yourself, for yourself could do a world of good, for you and everyone else in your life.
I hope that it worked itself out and that you are well.