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Its getting harder to stay in control I seem to wanna bite any and everyone that I can get my hands on I know I need to stay in control but not being able to bite and scratch anyone is making it even more difficult

I may b ok with being single but I still want to b loved. I want a love who will b romantic to me just because he loves me like sending me flowers just because of is monday. Surprising me with a letter saying "you are my love ur beauty and loving heart is what gets me up in the morning and the thought of being able to hold u in my arms and kiss ur lips is what gets me going through the day. I love you" u may call me a hopeless romantic but I just want to feel what real romantic love is like all I have had in my life is hurt, pain, and lonleyness. I just want a love that I just don't have yet

Its been almost 2 months since I have bitten anyone but I have to b careful. My grandmother has found out about my bitting habit she threated to kick me out if I didn't stop but I think I bought myself some time. Its getting hard to control myself no bitting its like I wanna bite the first person that comes along but I keep myself calm bitting the skin on my fingures help a little but not completely. Everyday is a struggle I notice myself getting sick stomach pains and so much more. I have made it a rule to only bite people that give me permission but its getting hard to follow that rule

Its been almost 2 months since I have bitten anyone but I have to b careful. My grandmother has found out about my bitting habit she threated to kick me out if I didn't stop but I think I bought myself some time. Its getting hard to control myself no bitting its like I wanna bite the first person that comes along but I keep myself calm bitting the skin on my fingures help a little but not completely. Everyday is a struggle I notice myself getting sick stomach pains and so much more. I have made it a rule to only bite people that give me permission but its getting hard to follow that rule

well ive been single for a while now and im kinda liking it cant wait to go clubing and party my ass off. im gonna party get drunk and not even care clown love till i die baby woop woop

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xXTroublexX
01:46 Feb 05 2010

Pardon my lack of knowledge, but what is "clown love"?

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From what has happened it makes me think about the pain in my life it makes me realize that pain is part of living but love is even bigger I hope I can find someone who will love me someone who will love my heart and soul and not let it go. Someone who will love my writting and want to read it someone that will love my bitting side even tho its hard to control it. My writting is important to me I am very dedicated to my book. Someone who hurts and causes pain doesn't deserve me. Romantic, loving and kind is the man for me.

I so badly wanna get drunk right now I want alcohol, faygo, and some hot vampire guys to love me. I haven't bitten anyone in a month and a half , and my grandparents r driving me fucking insane. As soon as I get money together I am out of here and getting my own place. Partying all day and night with my juggalo family psycopathic clown for life

I may have been pissed off that I was single but hey if I can find someone that can handle my biting, scratching, and wild side ;). I'm gonna start writting again and save up as much money as I can so I can get my own apartment but I've gotta decorate it in a dark gothic look with a psycopathic records twist to it but I'm gonna try to look for someone to roommate with tho. Cheaper rent

I'm done with the bullshit I'm taking back control of my life and I am gonna raise hell. I'm gonna do what I want from now on I'm gonna party all I want, I'm gonna go clubing if I feel like it, the drama shit is over not even the devil himself could stop me now. I'm gonna either find someone new to b with and enjoy life. Anyone who don't like it can kiss my ass.

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cliffsaur
14:27 Feb 02 2010

hey. sounds like your mad. ha. dont let your anger hurt you or make you do somethin destructive to yourself. do somethin positive to make you feel good. get your hair done. go to the mall. this will pass

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Well it my first day of being single. The guy I was seeing just left me for some really shitty reasons and now I'm on the look out for a vampire guy who can satisfy my urges to bite and scratch with the way people are here in florida I highly doubt I'm gonna find him any time soon. My vampire mind tells me to get revenge but my human mind tells me to find someone that can make me happier than he could

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cliffsaur
03:11 Feb 02 2010

cliffsaur here. if they cant see in you what i see. they are the losers. life is all about change. i know, believe me. ive been through thousands. what you seek is already inside you. nobody can give it to you. people should complement each other. not one dependent on another. your spirit will guide you , if you let it i feel for you. chin up kid

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BloodyKissez
03:56 Feb 02 2010

hun men come and go ... when your ready ur soul mate will find you . just take this time and enjoy life .. Im here for u anytime ...

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